last day on 2008

Now is sharp 12am that mean it the last day of 2008.....time really flies so fast....what you have done this year? will you be fully hit ur target that u aimed in the early of the year?

As for me i think it has been up and down year......as my previous post i did mentioned some of the happiness and sadness thing that fall on me over this year. but it never stop until the last minute....really cant predict wat will happen in future.....

on 14th dec is my bday....bt before that i been getting news that grandfather not feeling well....so i been worries about him few day........on my bday day.....i called back home and get knw he feel better....so it make me like a heavy stone in my heart finally release a bit....i hv a small bday celebration that arraged by my fren them......happy to gather with them.....as usual i will make 3 wishes......so i jz pray hard to make my 3 wishes this year....as ppl say wish tat u make must keep it secret and cant told people...but i dont knw how true it was so i jz do watever it really do......

when i thought the nightmare gone...the next day it come to the news tat my grandfather in serious and i cant event c him in the last time....many many memories flashed across my mind.....my tear flow with unstoppable until i finally wan to receive this reality.....rushing back to the hometown on that day also.....
when reach home it arnd evening and get ready go dwn to c my grandfather......i try to be strong to whole my tear bt somehow it wont listen to me....he look skinny compare to the last time i c him....i never can try what he cook, cant stand by his side learning cooking from him, chatting with him anymore......but i knw he will rest in peace by the side of god....he always been in our memories.....

(continue at 5pm 31/12/08)....last9 when wrote above my tear gonna drop so stop writting and continue it by today....so all guy out there going to have celebration? im now at the office going to knock off since today knock off at 5pm...raining outside...and super duper jam outside....erm going to go back now...so here wan to wish outside there happy new year my fren...may 2009 will bring the best and the most beautiful cow year....cheer.....

god bless,

wai

complicated week....

This week can be say complicated week for myself...really because many thing happened.....

On monday was my best fren bday...where i really happy to wish him all the best in the future and happy with the gift that i send him......i do happy he appreciate it........HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HANDSOME...................MUACK.....

but what happened on the next day which i really feel down when i get this news....when i knock off bec from work...i get my fren msn msg me where he told me that our fren who passed away in the accident nearby hometown there....frm tat min i get the news...my tear drop from my eyes....dunno wat happen...i have been long time nt c him...although sometime i jz msg him...i still remember last time he called me is when he arnd kl working where he told me tat he wil be bec to hmtwn to work...and i say i will 5 him out when i go bec there....but this thing now become someting i cant do.....

i do receive a comfort frm fren to take care myself....but this sad news really make my nt so good for few days....i think wat i can do is blessing for him in all his good and his family.....rest in peace beside god.....this situation really make me thinking bec of another him again....i still remember when he go....when i c him lay there with his eyes close and nothing expression....on tat time i stil young and i seem try to be tough...bt seem i cant be..where my tears start to drops until it cant be stop......i knw this will be the hard time to all ppl when it lost it family member......but let use the memories they give us to accompany us in the future of life....thing that been happened cannot be turn back....no matter how sad we are...life still go on.....

after this sad news....it come back with the funny situation that i seen....a veli nice and attractive story tat i wan keep to know more abt...but i think it wont be a good thing also if play too hard until someone get hurt........hopefully wont happen....

glad also that mum n sis going holiday and did bought something for me...now i jz waiting they come back and c wat they get for me...no matter wat i think i will be a good for me too....

summarize all of the days of this week...i can say that i really do learn how to appreciate the thing that i have....capturing every second and moment of the life.....so wont be regret in another time......

Finally i really hope that all people surrounding me stay healthy....rest in peace my fren....u will always in my memories......

to be continue.......

god bless,
wai

going to end soon.....

46 days to go where wrap up year 2008....in this year what is the most happy things that happened into u, or the most sadness nor the achievement that u gain??

as for me, let talk about the most happy thing so far happened to me...erm....finally i finish my study lol....coz no need to read books only for sit the exam.....where this is the malaysia children practice.....second i think going for holiday in certain places that i do love those place like Bali and Thai which i do enjoy my day at there.....some more can learn their culture of other countries...come to the achievement tat i have this year is i do learn something new that i hvnt thing tat i will do it....it seem art for me since every time when u finish it will make myself seem it a greatest of good feeling...and achievement....

erm...so the sadness or unhappy thing dunno why it always more than happy things de...izit im the person to negative thinking???erm....i also not sure....this year although graduate and no need to study..but come into the working environment it sure will a bit stress since u need to seeking for job....i think i will be the hardest thing that i face so far coz still fresh and still dunno the path that u wan to go....will it be a problem also for others who also fresh grad??another thing maybe about the situation that i face in this society...it really complicated....people are keep on changing themself.....some say to be good to change if it is the positive thing...but wat i look into other is not wat i thought....for sure i get c some change into veli positive thing...but i also do c those be into negative things also....it really fussy and sad to c it....sometimes is not abt the matter of the thing they did to us...but is the relationship that u built....can be destroy in just few second....it will make people doubt of what wil be going on and also will u still believe, trust of them??it will become a sadness thing which u have to face..but as always told urself think positive as thing wont go worse as u see....(words that u always told fren or other when u give advise but when come to urself problem it wont works..haiz...).....

to make a conclusion, i think this year i gain a lot whether as a good lesson in my life....life still go on everyday...cheers......

to be continue....

god bless,
wai

pity day

yesterday was the pity day for me....in the morning all thing seem be fine de.....but when come to the afternoon time ar...stomach start not feeling well....

when reach at hm...more trouble where i get vomited like hell in the washroom....nt dare to eat dinner at all....start feeling cold also whole body......when at night get ate medic before going to bed...but too bad also after ate it a while then the bad thing coming again...vomited again in the washroom....until the next morning.....

2day get feel a bit better...dint go out anywhere although off day...jz stay at hm to take a good rest....bt still nt dare to eat heavy food....all like food like bread, porridge, no oil 1......

hope to get well soon

god bless,
wai

busy sunday...

erm...today wake up quite early de although no need to work......yesterday when outing at complex...go to supermarket bought some ingredient to make soup.....really long time dint make soup at hm lol...4gt to buy young papaya...then use apple to substituted it since my mum told me it also make the soup more nice and sweet...hhaahah....so my soup will be white fungus with apple and chicken.....it really nice...coz i love to eat the white fungus which is veli deli.......

in the afternoon time, appointment with driving uncle to learn driving...it my 1st lesson...a bit nervous, excited etc.....so far stil ok lol....need to concern trade so many thing....i think learn more will be better.....

after get back from learning pass by the mini market jz downstairs my apartment...so get bought Japanese taufu which i use to make meat mince toufu for my dinner.......although quite tiring de...but need to get my dinner done 1st..coz i really hv been long time dint cook at home....always ta pou and buy outside food really not veli healthy...

chat a while with my hmtwn best fren which talk a lot of my things to her.....erm i think i need someone to share my feeling since i hv a lot hidden thing that i need someone to hear me blame....so today she is the one of my victim...hahaha....really miss her a lot....

now almost 1am oredi..need to get ready to go up bed and sleep since 2ml is another working week start....haiz....so short the off day....

to be continue....

holiday mean nothing to me....

today is the 2nd day of hari raya.....i have 2 day holiday...but it mean nothing to me at all....i get myself sick oredi....mayb get cold in the office since the air corn is too cold for me although i get wear extra cloth also.....and the weather these few day really not so good..suddenly sunny, rainy, cloudy...make myself also siao oredi....

now getting a bit better right now but also feel not so good coz still freezing and sneezing all the time.....although i feel wan to go out to walk walk de...but im too lazy end up stay at hm whole day this 2 day.......

these few day....i think started a week ago....started bec my nightmare again......always cant sleep well...always sleep a while then wake up get shocked of the dream...haiz.....ppl say im too tired or tension make me like tis.....sometime i usually like this when i get fever badl.....

erm last9 i try to take out the light tat i bought when i go out holiday to decor my room....hopefully it can make me sleep more well when i open it at night....it really nice when i open it at room......recover soon lol....


to be continue....

god bless,
wai

finally go....

today wake up early also arnd 10am in the morning....need to get ready myself for lunch at kepong with fren....this lunch is use to celebrate wei bday lol...since monday is her big day.....


wei...sorry lar..i though was today mana tahu is tomorrow...i only ikut "tai thui"......hahhaha

erm reach kepong there at the korean food restaurant....this is the 1st time where i go there makan....the food there really nice...the bbq meat...the unlimited refill side dish...hahaha....since we are many than we can ask for refill many time without hesitate....hahhaah


this korean food meal i oredi say wan go eat almost 2 month ago...last time it was a story that 1 day when i say i wan go eat korean food...but got 1 ppl hor say wan bring me go eat nice korean food de.....but this promise leh...oredi fly away dunno go where oredi....until nw hvnt go eat yet....haiz.....
i think tis day need to wait long long time lagi...since tis person is away frm malaysia.....(sendiri tahu ok).....so pls remember i still hv a korean food tat u owe me de.....hahhah

going bec home at the evening time and get myself a while nap...tired dunno why...like not enuff rest at all...hahah....need to recharge myself for 2ml work....

cheer up....

god bless,
wai