Christmas Letter to Santa

Dear Santa,

I know you might be busy to read all of the people wish...and the one i send to you might miss out in the million of letters.

When Christmas approach everyone hope to get what they want, the little me also never miss out. I also wish to make some wish to be come true.

What i wish this year Christmas where i can feel the secure of my career and happiness around me, friends and family.

May god bless you all and Merry Xmas~~

Love,
Wai

You Are The Apple Of My Eye <那些年，我們一起追的女孩>

Have you ever cycling bicycle, fooling around with a gang of friend, hanging around after school?? I believe most of us does this before. Although i study in convent school in secondary but i still remember this feeling which happened once me on primary and high school.

The director 九把刀 used his own story on his life as storyline of whole movie. The story break into few stage where on secondary, university life and aftermath. The story begin with the 5 guys which including Ko-Teng who have a crush with his classmate Shen Chia Yi which also the smart girl in the school. Both of them do not have any chemistry where they both have different level of study and concept about living. But sooner they get closer with knowing each other and the feeling of love spark and develop between them. Although both of them loving and caring each other but they did not step forward to develop this feeling become a couple. Until the story where the girl become other people wife and the blessing from the guy is important where he know that the one he love getting her happiness.

After watched this movie, give me some thought, is it every people will have this feeling before? You know your feeling very well but you scare to step forward. Is it you do not have enough confident to speak up and delivery to your love one? or you scare once you confess the friendship will end without notice?

A small secret tell you all. I almost cry in the ending of the movie. People might think i'm silly but i think somehow this movie really bring back all my feeling, memories that i had before.

Highly recommended for those who hvnt watch go cinema and purchase tix. Enjoy the funny, laughter and touching moment of each scenes...


Credit from: http://www.appleofmyeye.com.tw/

TRUST

Trust Trust Trust,
Did you know what its means?
Trust can be many ways,
To people, product, words etc,
For me trust is believe,
If i believe in someone,
I will fully trust for what they said,
If trust never happen,
You might never give you heart out,
Always have a suspect in your mind,

Will it be very suffer,
With the life of full of suspect,
I believe i definitely will suffer for this life,
The way when people surround do not have trust,
There always a wall between you and that person,
They already been bullet with the impression,
With no trust in between,

Although sometime will be betray and hurt by the trust,
But i believe someone will appreciate it sooner or later

哭不出来

Its not good where people keep on blaming,
Sometime life is just unfair,
When you doing good,
You wont received a single word of appreciate,
But if have something wrong with the things,
YOU will become the key person to blame,
All the fault will goes to you,
People always selfcenter,
They always think what they do is correct,
Like a white board with a small black dot,
People only focus on the black dot,
But forgot the whole piece of white board,

I really want to cry out,
Heart actually ache
But somehow my tears not come out,
Is that mean i already numb with it,
Or is time to me think,
Did i choose the correct path?

Good News vs Bad News

Life always being in dilemma,
We always can't be perfect,
Good news always come together with bad news,
Gain something sure lost something,
This is what i experience so far,
sometime i hate airport,
due this is the day we apart,
to go our own way,
to search for the dream,
but no matter how far,
we still connected to each other,
this is what i believe,
but my heart still in pain,
maybe i care too much,

Mask

I know this celebrity through his appearance on "Dream Team". First impression were just a celebrity like others who appear on dramas, variety shows, debut album etc. Maybe is the kind of humor scene he perform on those variety shows which catch my eyes to have more attention toward this artist.

He did came to country to promote his album for the 1st time, but i didn't attend the fans meet etc. This year april he release his new debut called "Unveiled". Listen to it and found out the melody and the songs really make me into it. But i still hvnt get to look into the MVs.

Finally last week he came to country again for a the event of Christianity (whisper god bless), i manage to get see a glance of his live performance. An what a bonuses thing i had is i managed to interviewed him (thanks for someone, you know who you are ok). From the interview, managed to know more about this artist. On the event, i admitted that i shed tears when singing the worship songs. Its really bring me back close to god, the father in heaven who always looking for us. Its might be sound silly to others when i said i shed tears in the event. The prayer, the words, the songs, the blessings etc. i felt i get closer to god again when i felt lost in somewhere else.

In that event, i can felt the artist become another people, where he look so glow in the front of lord, he just himself and not an artist that you usually saw on TV, variety shows, events etc. The originality of himself shown on stage. What can i describe is he just a human like other, will cry, depress, feel helpless and hurt sometimes.

When get home and i look for his current MV. The MV where featuring the life as an artist. Its give me a though that every artist have their own mask. The mask that show in front of audience and fans? As celebrities they must have mask to protect themselves. When they show in front of the camera, they need to put on the mask to show all good to out there. Although sometime they will suffer with the mask but they need to bear with it as it might be management policy, rules, regulation they need to follow to keep themselves survive in the industry. How many people know the face behind of these people? they might just a person who need love, courage, and life as normal human when the light of studio off.

God bless to all these artist where they will be blessed with all the protection from our heavenly father. Be strong and your hardwork will be appreciate by someone for sure and think positively.


Check out the MV that i felt great: 사랑하다 (Brian)

Last but not least thanks for the warm replied.



God Bless,

To be Continue,

Wai

Get Closer

Once again i felt the love,
the music melody swing around,
which caused me so emotional,
"I Stand" make me close to you,
tears dropped without hesitate,
i might be the bad follower,
who do not deserve a lot of love,
but god kinda greater,
he forgive us no matter what,
thanks for the love god shared with me,
that will warm me up for my life,
Love god, the only one in this world,

Best Friend

I know that the fact of Best Friend will never change,
That the one i can talk without feel the burden,
The one that never lost no matter in what way,
Sometime you might be hate by their girl friend or boy friend,
Due to the jealous of your close relationship,
It good to you that you know your limit,
Although people might misunderstand you,
But you know who you are and what you are doing,
Never try to act because of others.

Messy Puzzles

Half year just passed,
Still felt she just a messy puzzles,
With a lot of shapes and color,
But seem cant match and connect with each other,
God what should she need to do,
Hope she will be better,
To continue work for the better,
Let her work hard to put all,
In the correct shape to each other,
In the name of Lord,
Amen

30th Hong Kong Film Awards

30th Hong Kong Film Awards

Best Film

1. Gallants

2. Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

3. Ip Man 2

4. Reign of Assassins

5. The Stool Pigeon

Best Director

1. Derek Kwo Tsz-kin and Clement Cheng - Gallants

2. Tsui Hark - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

3. Yip Wai-shun - Ip Man

4. Su Chao-pin - Reign Of Assassins

5. Dante Lam Chiu-yin - The Stool Pigeon

Best Screenplay

1. Lawrence Cheng Tan-shui and Barbara Wong - Break Up Club

2. Ivy Ho - Crossing Hennessy

3. Derek Kwok Tsz-kin, Clement Cheng and Frankie Tam Kwong-yuen - Gallants

4. Pang Ho-cheung and Heiward Mak - Love In A Puff

5. Jack Ng - The Stool Pigeon

Best Actor

Chow Yun-fat - Confucius”

Jacky Cheung - Crossing Hennessy

Tony Leung Ka-fai - Bruce Lee, My Brother

Nick Cheung Ka-fa - The Stool Pigeon

Nicholas Tse - The Stool Pigeon

Best Actress

Fiona Sit - Break Up Club

Tang Wei - Crossing Hennessy

Miriam Yeung - Love in a Puff

Carina Lau - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Josie Ho - Dream Home

Best Supporting Actor

Teddy Robin - Gallants

Tony Leung Ka-fai - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Deng Chao - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Wang Xueq - Reign of Assassins

Liu Kai-chi - The Stool Pigeon

Best Supporting Actress

Mimi Chu - Crossing Hennessy

Paw Hee-ching - Crossing Hennessy

Susan Shaw - Gallants

Zhang Jing-chu - City Under Siege

Candice Yu - Once a Gangster

Best New Performer

Jing Boran - Hot Summer Days

Byron Pang - Amphetamine

Hanjin Tan - Bruce Lee, My Brother

Dennis To - Ip Man 2

Dennis To - The Legend Is Born — Ip Man

Best Cinematography

Peter Pau - Confucius

Chan Chi-ying and Chan Chor-keung - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Jason Kwan - Merry-Go-Round

Poon Hang-sang - Ip Man 2

Horace Wong - Reign of Assassins

Best Film Editing

Yau Chi Wai - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Cheung Ka-fai - Ip Man 2

Cheung Ka-fai - Reign of Assassins

Kong Chi-leung - Triple Tap

Chan Ki-hop and Matthew Hui - The Stool Pigeon

Best Art Direction

Lin Chao-xiang and Mao Huai-qing - Confucius

Silver Cheung - Bruce Lee, My Brother

James Choo - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Kenneth Mak - Ip Man 2

Yang Bai-gu and Simon So - Reign of Assassins

Best Costume and Make-Up Design

Yee Chung-man - Confucius

Stanley Cheung - Bruce Lee, My Brother

Bruce Yu Ka-on - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Dora Ng Li-lo - Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

Emi Wada - Reign of Assassins

Best Action Choreography

Yuen Tak - Gallants

Sammo Hung - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Sammo Hung - Ip Man 2

Donnie Yen - Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

Stephen Tung - Reign Of Assassins

Best Original Score

Mak Chun-hung - Break Up Club

Teddy Robin and Tommy Wai - Gallants

Peter Kam Pui-tat - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Kenji Kawai - Ip Man 2

Peter Kam Pui-tat - Reign pf Assassins

Best Sound Design

Wang Dan-rong and Zhao Nan - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Kinson Tsang and George Lee - Ip Man 2

Kinson Tsang - Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

Tu Duu-chih - Dream Home

Kinson Tsang - The Stool Pigeon

Best Visual Effects

Lee Yong-gi and Nam Sang-woo - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Henri Wong - Ip Man 2

Victor Wong - Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

Andrew Lin, Ho Pui-kin, Leung Wai-kit and Ng Yuen-fai - Dream Home

Foo Sing Choong - Reign of Assassins

Best New Director

Ivy Ho - Crossing Hennessy

Felix Chong Man-keung - Once a Gangster

Freddie Wong Kwok-shiu - The Drunkard

Best Asian Film

Under The Hawthorn Tree

Seven Days in Heaven

Confessions

After Shock

Monga

After seeing the nomination list..seriously i did not watched all the film listed. Who is your favorite film, actor and actress?

I think for me i will go for The Stool Pigeon for the best film and for the best actor i might choose jacky cheung from Crossing Henessey with his awesome acting, but cant be denies Cheung Ka Fai is the strong competitor in this.

Lets see the result on Astro Chnl 311 on 8pm, 17th April 2011.

Is YOU!!!

Fake Smile

How many people really know who is she?
she herself also do not really know,
The brighten smile that always being described,
But you never know,
How many tears has been shed behind of this,
The thing that she keep inner to herself,
She not sure will it be longer alone forever,

With the cruelness of words,
That always been heard,
Do you think she really want be like that,
No one know about her,
She only filled with a negative in front of them,
The useless gal among others,
If she be given a chance to change,
She think to become a guy,
At least guy can be more tough,
Or
she just want to never come to this world.

Prayer

I join my hands together tightly,
Whispering softly toward you,
Are you hearing me?
I beat you do,
Coz you listen to my words
Each to another each matter,
You help me to release it,
You help me to solve it,

Once again i calling upon your name,
I might be very self-fish,
Where always demanding for more,
But i know you know my prayer,
My inner feeling that no one know,
Except you,

My prayer goes to you,
When i call your name,
Seem all thing become lighter,
Thanks to you lord,

True Love

I just read an article from Jaeson Ma tittle "True Love". What is true love is? many of us think we know the true meaning of it but somehow sometime it might be miss interpreted by others.

i really dont understand what the meaning of it. How can true love can be hurt when you really into that person. How can it be so cruel when every single knife scratch your heart and left those scars. Although you plaster it but how many day, month or year you will recover from that pain. Until you really can walk out from here. I need a guide, to get out from darkness. I asked god to lend his hand to me, hold me tight to get me out of the cave.

Jaeson Ma Blog link: True Love

God bless,
Wai

ROBOT

Really dont know what gonna happen on me. Just felt a bit sad and down with so much emotional feeling. I unable to stand still with this where the tears almost come out from my eyes. I wish i'm a robot sometime. I wont be feel tired, wont be feel sad, wont be heart-pain, can do many works, dont hv a lot of feeling...feeling soulless

heavy feeling

Every time when i at airport also have feel the heavy feeling,
the happiness, sadness and laughter happened,
almost 6months dint go to airport,
the feeling of excited to go home still with me,
despite i look like panda now with no rest at all,
but i did feel the cny happiness is approaching like a bomb,
did have a great reunion dinner with my beloved ex-coll,
having a great movie with mr.YSL with his lucky day,
although i might feel a bit tired sometime bt this feeling will fade away once i land to my beloved hometown SANDAKAN....

Happy chinese new year and happy holiday to all....

stay healthy, wealthy and prosperity,

God bless,

Love,
Wai (0630 LCCT)

Happy Rabbit Year

Happy Chinese New Year~~~

Miss You All

My lovely colleagues,
I been glad to be love,
By all of you,
Being supportive when i get fall down,
Being cheer up when i felt lost,

Million of words hard be describe by words,
By my love and miss toward yours never less,

Starting to miss you all in just a day away,
I will be brave to walk my way,
With the blessing of all,
All of your name will be craving in my heart,
And will never forget the good memories we built,
Thank You.

1st Post 2011

Happy New Year 2011~~~

Shouted loud till lung out for your resolution of 2011. Did your wish list on 2010 manage been done all? For me although not all been fulfill but thanks god the most important few thing that i wish has been fulfilled.

Through out last year has been undergoing a lot of happiness and unhappiness thing in my life...a lot of changes which make me grow a lot. Something our life is really unpredictable where surprised will come suddenly or it can be describe as hard work finally grow fruit. Thanks for the sadness and cruel treatment which i received through out this year makes me know that i really can undergoing it with the obstacles and see my direction clearly.

In this year of 2011 i wish i really can do more in term of working, health, family, love etc....it might be sound greedy but will try my best to make all done.

사랑해요....

God bless,
wai