Fake Smile

How many people really know who is she?
she herself also do not really know,
The brighten smile that always being described,
But you never know,
How many tears has been shed behind of this,
The thing that she keep inner to herself,
She not sure will it be longer alone forever,

With the cruelness of words,
That always been heard,
Do you think she really want be like that,
No one know about her,
She only filled with a negative in front of them,
The useless gal among others,
If she be given a chance to change,
She think to become a guy,
At least guy can be more tough,
Or
she just want to never come to this world.

Prayer

I join my hands together tightly,
Whispering softly toward you,
Are you hearing me?
I beat you do,
Coz you listen to my words
Each to another each matter,
You help me to release it,
You help me to solve it,

Once again i calling upon your name,
I might be very self-fish,
Where always demanding for more,
But i know you know my prayer,
My inner feeling that no one know,
Except you,

My prayer goes to you,
When i call your name,
Seem all thing become lighter,
Thanks to you lord,