After 9 Year

9 Year has past,

I started blogging for the first time,

I preserve my emotions today,

I start to think again about what happened to me,

I start thinking of Dad,

I start to feel I can't remember his face,

I start to question myself about God,

And I am good for everyone, 

Maybe the answer is NO,

Hence this comes to me!

To rethink about life

Afraid

Your heart just like today weather,
Gloomy and cooling,
Negative vibes surface again,
How to overcome this?

Confidence level just like a roller coaster,
Not sure if you're in the correct path,
But the He told me this?
Child of mine, please dont be afraid,
I will be always be there for you!
I already planned your path and please be patient.

Amen

Love,
Wai

Miracles from heaven

Watched "Miracles from heaven" just now and cried so hard of it. This is based on a true story of Beam family where the family discovers her 10yrs old daughter has a rare, incurable disease. The mother start questioned to God why the devoted kid gets this kind of treatment. Am God not heard their prayers. But miracles does happen when this kid recovered from her illness.

I do believe God always there for us. He has his own plans for us which we never know. By the time come his plan works well on us. I do always question myself. Am i a good devotee? Am good really hear me? But i still believe YES HE DOES!! He heard us and he always is there for us.

The obstacles he planned is ways he wants us to be good in future. He has a plan ready for us. Don't stop trust him and miracles really exist.

In the name of God, Amen

I'm sorry

I know my bad temper

Emotion seem uncontrolled

Couldn't cry and you are not allow

I'm really sorry for all

Sincerely apologize for this...

Timing

Timing really important,

It won't stop for you,

You may fall wrongly,

You may choose wrongly,

But don't upset,

One day the right will come,

Or it already here,

Just you not notice only.

加油薇，

爱,

Wai

Judgment

People judge you,

You judge people,

This is how the world works,

Believe everyone got their favorite,

Who makes them feel better,

To work with or to communicate,

I'm weak now!

Hope you can appear which I need the most now....

Love,

Wai

A silence message

The silence message that you won't know,

Which will impact the whole stories,

Either good or bad,

Sometimes you wish to express,

But confidence hold you back,

Hence you never achieve,

How wish can be more brave,

Maybe ending will be a good,

...........

Love,

Wai