Just sitting in front of my laptop and my tears starting to drop....i don't know the reason behind...maybe from the drama or the sorrow hidden behind my soul......my 1st drop in 2010
Somehow i can feel the loneliness while surrounding very quite........today going out with a friend and we talk about our parent. When i talk about myself, i say up that sometimes i really feel jealous for those people who have father and mother. when i shared about my story my voice slowly become so emo where i know i almost cry out but i hold it back....sometime i will think "IF" this happen in this way will this situation appear? or this kind of thing gonna happen in different way?
But reality told me their is no "IF"...things happened is happened and their is no "IF" anymore. If is only for dream the consequences that u wish.....sound me so clear minded but i also a normal human being where something also will dream some unreality things.
Maybe today topic make me a bit emotional where i felt suddenly i miss him. The one who is far away and never can say "IF". Only memories can fill those emptiness soul that you feel.
Just couple weeks we stepped into 2010, natural disaster come attacked again where this time Haiti become the victim of 7.0 magnitude quake that hit Haiti's capital on Tuesday. More feared thing is the estimation of death might can reach 100,000 people...gosh....
After reading a news, my mind stuck for a while thinking how this thing gonna happen?? what happen to our mother earth? mother earth really in sick now? how we can protect our world from such incident happen again?
I did shared this news with one of the friend and he send me those link of pictures where the waterfall become ice...and the bird lost their place of living because their lake was frozen...how horrible is that..weather in the world is changing where so part of places winter become more coldest that before and some place hv a hot hot summer than before....is really a drastic changes
Lets pray for the god to save our cure our mother earth from being sick and pray for those people who have their hard time can overcome their problem.
Happy New Year~~~seem it has been too late shout out...as people told me new year is over....until now i still thinking back is it now we really step into 2010.....??
Time really flies, when i try to look back a lot of flashback flashing across my mind....something happy, sad, touching etc. Last year where i hv a lot up and down, being drag by a lot of emotional feeling that can't be explained. But luckily hv a bunch of good people stay beside me, they no need to give me a comment but they willing lend me their ears to listen what im mumbling although sometime is nonsense......
So now i must be realistic that now is 2010..what the resolution on this year? as i shouted before at FB,
"hello 2010...reborn myself...where i leave the shadow of fear, regret, sadness behind and go with the light of hope and happiness"
This year i hope god will give me more strength to overcome all the obstacles where i will work hard for more better no matter in work, life, family, money etc....thanks for the sadness that make me so strong, make me more tough and grow up to face it. To let me know the life is not just like that. Learn how to let go, how to give more and how to appreciate what i have more....
Lets work hard for what we aim but at the same time also appreciate what we have and sometime look back those people hopefully we wont hurt them.....
Thanks for people who accept and love me for who i am and obey all my bad attitude.... I sorry to say to those people that hurt by me before.....
Erm...sound so kolot...but i really hope i can make it....2010 new reborn, new beginning.....
Time really flies....shouted out that im 24 now and still single and available....ahhahaa
Throughout this few year did learn, gain and lost a lot....gain a lot memories, learn a lot abt life, and lost and shed some tears and important people in life....
No matter how life still go on...
Everyday is the brand new day where a lot of thing waiting for us....
I thought this year i will end it with a good and memorable thing...but it somehow also gv me a memorable bt is a bad memorable thing.
on this day, while i was sleeping in my room my house get break in and the theft stolen all my house laptop...total lost 3 laptop and 1 hardisc. Estimate value lost arnd 6k....while this thing happen i totally blank and stunt for a while before i can rationally ask help frm some neighbor, called police and doing reporting at the police station.
Some people say i was unlucky with incident happen on me but some say lucky coz on that time im save while they came in and take all the thing. For me, sure will feel heart pain since all my thing that and i do and memories are stored into that computer and the hardisc. But nothing more than my safety, if i go out when heard the sound, what gonna happen on me? i cant imagine what those theft gonna done with me..maybe they will attack me or kill me? So i think in some perception i think i will be very lucky.....
In these few more week coming, i think i will away frm any connection from the world...where i think can fully rest at home since i think i always sleep late...so maybe take tis time to regenerate myself with energy and look for more positive ways....
Today although a bit disappointed where Mid Valley havent set up the deco for Xmas but it totally wont make me sad n moody because i did watched the nice movie "A Christmas Carol"
The story begin with the old man Ebenezer Scrooge who is a bitter ad miserly moneylender who holds everything that embodies the joy and spirit of Christmas, refusing to visit his nephew for Christmas dinner and forcing to unpaid his employee Bob Cratchit to take leave for a day for his own family. Scrooge was visited by the ghost of his former business partner Jacob Marley, who died on Xmas Eve 7yrs ago where he force to receive a punishment to carrying a heavy chains which from his own greedy attitude and he warns Scrooge that he will suffer even more worse fate if he still acting in his own way and foretells him that he will be haunted by 3 spirits which will help guide him.
What the learning point in this movie?
In my perception, this movie teach us where we should not be greedy to everything that we have. although u have a lot of money, a lot of properties etc..but u lost ur identity....u act anything with counting all the benefits u will receive.....sometime we shouldnt be so greedy which only take but giving out....
This movie teaching us where they still have a hope where the world change by those greediness people where Scrooge staff Bob still blessing him on xmas eve although he treat him very bad and stingy. Its really show the other side of the world where still have people who willing to gv and wont ask for any feedback....
In this movie, its show that god given him a second chance to change his attitude and life....so how about in our real life? we might not get any clue where what thing gonna happen to us....
Be good to other and use ur true heart to treat each people.....
From the Director of movies such as "Independence Day" and "The Day After Tomorrow" Ronald Emmerich come out with the new film called 2012.
The Synopsis
The film begins in year 2009, when there is a huge explosion on the surface of the sun. We then see Adrian Helmsley (Chiwetel Ejiofor), an American scientist, traveling to a copper mine in India to meet his friend, who discovered that Earth's temperature is increasing rapidly. He returns to Washington D.C. and submits a report to his supervisor, who immediately takes him to the president. In 2010, we see the President of the United States tell other heads of state the situation (the world is ending) and we also see billionaires all over the world buying plane tickets for untold sums of money. In 2011 the original of The Mona Lisa in the Louvre is replaced with a decoy, and is sealed away for unknown reasons.
The story jumps ahead to 2012. Jackson Curtis (John Cusack), a divorced father who works as a limousine driver and writer, and his ex-wife, Kate Curtis (Amanda Peet), and children, Noah (Liam James) and Lily (Morgan Lily), who live with Kate's new boyfriend, Gordon (Thomas McCarthy). Jackson takes his children on a camping trip to Yellowstone, where he meets Charlie Frost, who hosts a radio segment that addresses the Mayans' prediction. Charlie mentions a map of where special ships are, but Jackson assumes he is a rambling drunk and leaves him. Kate and Gordon and in a super market buying groceries when the floor begins to crack and the supermarket is split in half. Jackson gets a call that he has to return from camping with the kids. Jackson arrives at the house and drops the kids off, and takes his limo to a job. He goes to the house of Russian billionaire Yuri Karpov. Jackson takes yuri, his children and his girlfriend to the airport. The children make cruel comments to Jackson, and as they board the plane, they mention they have tickets to board the ships and Jackson doesnt. This leads Jackson to believe Charlies story, and he rents a plane. Jackson hurrys to Kates house and picks up her, the kids, and Gordon as the house collapses and a massive earthquake begins. They drive through L.A while it is being destroyed and arrive just in time at the airport. Gordon flys the plane out of L.A, and from the sky, we see L.A being sunken into the pacific ocean. Jackson announces they have to get to Yellow stone to get the map from Charlie. They fly there and Jackson goes looking for Charlie. He finds his R.V and takes it out looking for Charlie, he finds him at the top of a hill waiting for the impact. Charlie tells Jackson where the map is and he rushes back to the R.V as a massive explosion goes off, hurtling rocks in every direction. Jackson gets to the plane and they take off for china.
The group lands in Las Vegas and they meet yuri, and yuri lets him board his plane. Las Vegas is destroyed by earthquakes and ravaged by the impeding volcanic ash cloud of Yellowstone. Yuri has 2 children and his girlfriend with him.
While in the air, the group learns that the plane does not have enough fuel to reach China: they've passed Honolulu, Hawaii, which has been inundated in lava. As they're about to ditch the plane they discover that they are no longer above the ocean: the Earth's crust has shifted thousands of miles and they are heading towards the Himalayas. During a crash landing on a glacier they manage to escape from the plane safely by using one of the luxury vehicles in cargo as a raft. The group ditches the car and a helicopter lands, they ask for tickets and yuri shows his three tickets. He goes on the helicopters with his 2 children and leaves his girlfriend and the group behind.
The group eventually find their way to the ships with the help of some locals and are smuggled aboard with the help of a Buddhist monk and a construction worker. Gordon dies as they board. Tsunamis begin to engulf the Indian peninsula, and a giant wave eventually reaches the ships, which turn out to be arks constructed to save the heads of state, hand-picked individuals chosen to repopulate the earth and the rich elite, who could afford to buy tickets. A massive flood is heading towards the ship, and due to a wire left by Jackson in the ships gate, the gate isnt able to close, and the engines arent able to start. Jackson manages to get the gates closed just in time, and the ships cruise off. A title appears that says Day 27 Month 01 Year 01. The group is living on the ark, and Jackson and Kate seem to have gotten back together. The captain of the ship learns that Africa was able to miss catastrophe and is safe to venture too. The ship heads for Africa, and a view from space shows all continents and moved together and are in the shape of Africa.
After watched this film, it gv me some thought, at first the movie use to create awareness to all the people to protect our world from those disaster. This story tell us how the world is destroyed by the human being activities for economy and growing purpose.
Other from that, it also highlight the gap between those wealth and poor in the world. In this drama we can see that those who rich can get their ticket to the ship, so how about the people who not afford? This show us the power of those wealthy person in the society.
These movie also show the love where we can see the relationship of father and son like Adrian and Harry. How sad when the father and son who cant meet each other while they soon will be apart by the disaster and Tony who cant listen and talked to his son for the last time. It really a touching moment when i hearing the conversation between them.
In my own opinion, this movie is nice where it will really create awareness to society to hand in hand protect our world but it also create the panic among people where they will feel it really happen in 21 dec 2012.
Anyways, although it only a movie/film, hope it really educated us to love our world more and go for green to proctect our lovely and most peaceful world.
God bless all of us and the world from those disaster and war. Lets us pray together.
