Unknown Illness

last few day while im sick at home...get read an article about depression....it say some signification about the person who might have depression.....after reading up that articles i felt that i hit almost 3/5 of the sign of person who have depression..my feeling is just gosh...am i really hv depression? as the article say depression now become 3rd killer in the world....i a bit agree with this point since i read a lot of news where people suicide and end their life....like last year which happened many cases of suicide in entertainment circle in Korea.

sometimes this thing also happen in me where sometime my emotional will changed without reason also...and sometime i also will over thinking of something that might wont be happen also....thus i once get told this to my fren whether im really into this illness or not.....maybe talking to someone that u trust or close to you is one of the way how to release yourself from stress and over thinking...i think depression now really become common thing among people....

today i really feel that im out of mind...i don't know what im really thinking of it....heart feel uneasy with something that i also don't know reason WHY....laughing among coll maybe is one of the way to swipe me away of this feeling...but still i still feel bad about it...am i too stubborn to let something go?? i think ya maybe this is really my weakness where always make myself suffer from that....

weekend is coming hope can enjoy it well....

to be continue...

god bless,
wai