today coll bring a tarot card to play with us...so when to my turn starting to repeating the question that i want to ask side shuffle the card......
then my coll arrange it out for me and explain it out each card meaning....
overall of the explanations is quite accurate which i think it really give me an answer how im going to do next....coz it really bothering and annoying me for some time ago.....
bt it say this only can ask thing between 3-6 months...so i dont what will happening last or future??no one can give an accurate answer for it....
so will the thing that im going to do will affect the whole situation...??
hope i really c the path that show me where to i go and continue my journey with happiness....
god bless,
wai
W.H.Y
i don't know what my mind think....
i don't know what should i do....
i don't know what to make my tired away....
i don't know when the flu will away from me...
i just don't know why....
PLS HELP ME
i don't know what should i do....
i don't know what to make my tired away....
i don't know when the flu will away from me...
i just don't know why....
PLS HELP ME
masterpiece
today i finally get done my 1st masterpiece bear which use as a gift for a fren whom far away from me.....although knw him nt so long time but i think he will really can become my such got pal fren.....
when sewing those part of the body of this bear my mind fully concentrate where i it really dont hv any time to thing other thing....want in mind is only want to finish this bear...although heart dont knw why pain for something....i think knitting now become one of my favorite pass time where i can fully concentrate to do something that i like and can learn how to be patient and claim down my soul....
to be continue...
good bless,
wai
Secret Love
Album: 暗恋 Secret Love
Z-Chen 张智成 - 暗恋 (secret love)
四目交接的时候 不要停留太久
sì mù jiāo jiē de shí hou bù yào tíng liú tài jiǔ
适可而止的问候 关心不能太过
kuò kě ér zhǐ de wèn hòu guān xīn bù néng tài guò
好奇也别去探索 嫉妒只能深锁
hào qí yě bié qù tàn suǒ jí dù zhǐ néng shēn suǒ
如果忍不住寂寞 也不能对你说
rú guǒ rěn bu zhù jì mò yě bù néng duì nǐ shuō
啊好朋友啊我的好朋友
ā hǎo péng you ā wǒ de hǎo péng you
不小心的沉默 不能让你太难过
bù xiǎo xīn de chén mò bù néng ràng nǐ tài nán guò
* 我们就站在落地窗的两边
* wǒ men jiù zhàn zài luò dì chuāng de liǎng biān
就算触碰也有了界限
jiù suàn chù pèng yě yǒu le jiè xiàn
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
rú guǒ kuà yuè guò bǐ cǐ nà dào biān jiè
是靠近还是更遥远
shì kào jìn hái shì gèng yáo yuǎn
相信我们走到另一个境界
xiāng xìn wǒ men zǒu dào lìng yī ge jìng jiè
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
dā jiān gāo chàng yǒu yì wàn wàn suì
要是我爱你变成了语言
yào shì wǒ ài nǐ biàn chéng le yǔ yán
什么会多一些 什么会少一些
shén me huì duō yī xiē shén me huì shǎo yī xiē
就让别人去猜测 我们清白的很
jiù ràng bié rén qù cāi cè wǒ men qīng bái de hěn
就让自己去承受 那种清白的闷
jiù ràng zì jǐ qù chéng shòu nà zhǒng qīng bái de mēn
就算我只是朋友 能不能有要求
jiù suàn wǒ zhǐ shì péng you néng bù néng yǒu yāo qiú
如果你发生什么 还是我想太多
rú guǒ nǐ fā shēng shén me hái shì wǒ xiǎng tài duō
啊好朋友就只是好朋友
ā hǎo péng you jiù zhǐ shì hǎo péng you
不小心说出口 微笑中藏着难过
bù xiǎo xīn shuō chū kǒu wēi xiào zhōng cáng zhe nán guò
Repeat *
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
nǐ huì bu huì yě céng shǎn guò zhè gǎn jué
一念之间就要差一点
yī niàn zhī jiān jiù yào chā yī diǎn
要是我爱你变成了利剑
yào shì wǒ ài nǐ biàn chéng le lì jiàn
什么会被消灭 什么才会复原
shén me huì bèi xiāo miè shén me cái huì fù yuán
那是我的底线 继续将你暗恋
nà shì wǒ de dì xiàn jì xù jiāng nǐ àn liàn
end
this song really bring meaningful when u knw the lyric it seem tell the story of most people who have secret love....or someone that close to u.....
Z-Chen 张智成 - 暗恋 (secret love)
四目交接的时候 不要停留太久
sì mù jiāo jiē de shí hou bù yào tíng liú tài jiǔ
适可而止的问候 关心不能太过
kuò kě ér zhǐ de wèn hòu guān xīn bù néng tài guò
好奇也别去探索 嫉妒只能深锁
hào qí yě bié qù tàn suǒ jí dù zhǐ néng shēn suǒ
如果忍不住寂寞 也不能对你说
rú guǒ rěn bu zhù jì mò yě bù néng duì nǐ shuō
啊好朋友啊我的好朋友
ā hǎo péng you ā wǒ de hǎo péng you
不小心的沉默 不能让你太难过
bù xiǎo xīn de chén mò bù néng ràng nǐ tài nán guò
* 我们就站在落地窗的两边
* wǒ men jiù zhàn zài luò dì chuāng de liǎng biān
就算触碰也有了界限
jiù suàn chù pèng yě yǒu le jiè xiàn
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
rú guǒ kuà yuè guò bǐ cǐ nà dào biān jiè
是靠近还是更遥远
shì kào jìn hái shì gèng yáo yuǎn
相信我们走到另一个境界
xiāng xìn wǒ men zǒu dào lìng yī ge jìng jiè
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
dā jiān gāo chàng yǒu yì wàn wàn suì
要是我爱你变成了语言
yào shì wǒ ài nǐ biàn chéng le yǔ yán
什么会多一些 什么会少一些
shén me huì duō yī xiē shén me huì shǎo yī xiē
就让别人去猜测 我们清白的很
jiù ràng bié rén qù cāi cè wǒ men qīng bái de hěn
就让自己去承受 那种清白的闷
jiù ràng zì jǐ qù chéng shòu nà zhǒng qīng bái de mēn
就算我只是朋友 能不能有要求
jiù suàn wǒ zhǐ shì péng you néng bù néng yǒu yāo qiú
如果你发生什么 还是我想太多
rú guǒ nǐ fā shēng shén me hái shì wǒ xiǎng tài duō
啊好朋友就只是好朋友
ā hǎo péng you jiù zhǐ shì hǎo péng you
不小心说出口 微笑中藏着难过
bù xiǎo xīn shuō chū kǒu wēi xiào zhōng cáng zhe nán guò
Repeat *
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
nǐ huì bu huì yě céng shǎn guò zhè gǎn jué
一念之间就要差一点
yī niàn zhī jiān jiù yào chā yī diǎn
要是我爱你变成了利剑
yào shì wǒ ài nǐ biàn chéng le lì jiàn
什么会被消灭 什么才会复原
shén me huì bèi xiāo miè shén me cái huì fù yuán
那是我的底线 继续将你暗恋
nà shì wǒ de dì xiàn jì xù jiāng nǐ àn liàn
end
this song really bring meaningful when u knw the lyric it seem tell the story of most people who have secret love....or someone that close to u.....
Unknown Illness
last few day while im sick at home...get read an article about depression....it say some signification about the person who might have depression.....after reading up that articles i felt that i hit almost 3/5 of the sign of person who have depression..my feeling is just gosh...am i really hv depression? as the article say depression now become 3rd killer in the world....i a bit agree with this point since i read a lot of news where people suicide and end their life....like last year which happened many cases of suicide in entertainment circle in Korea.
sometimes this thing also happen in me where sometime my emotional will changed without reason also...and sometime i also will over thinking of something that might wont be happen also....thus i once get told this to my fren whether im really into this illness or not.....maybe talking to someone that u trust or close to you is one of the way how to release yourself from stress and over thinking...i think depression now really become common thing among people....
today i really feel that im out of mind...i don't know what im really thinking of it....heart feel uneasy with something that i also don't know reason WHY....laughing among coll maybe is one of the way to swipe me away of this feeling...but still i still feel bad about it...am i too stubborn to let something go?? i think ya maybe this is really my weakness where always make myself suffer from that....
weekend is coming hope can enjoy it well....
to be continue...
god bless,
wai
sometimes this thing also happen in me where sometime my emotional will changed without reason also...and sometime i also will over thinking of something that might wont be happen also....thus i once get told this to my fren whether im really into this illness or not.....maybe talking to someone that u trust or close to you is one of the way how to release yourself from stress and over thinking...i think depression now really become common thing among people....
today i really feel that im out of mind...i don't know what im really thinking of it....heart feel uneasy with something that i also don't know reason WHY....laughing among coll maybe is one of the way to swipe me away of this feeling...but still i still feel bad about it...am i too stubborn to let something go?? i think ya maybe this is really my weakness where always make myself suffer from that....
weekend is coming hope can enjoy it well....
to be continue...
god bless,
wai
A Big April Fool....
Today is april fool...did u get trick by ur fren or coll.....erm today i really have a bad trick....wake up already headache....but think is ok still can go for work....so my breakfast today dint buy at bus station there instead i go to the stall at my working place there....
bought a plate of dim sum and a bun as my breakfast...wat a big fool after having those breakfast....starting nt feeling well and vomit couple of times...haiz....cant tahan of it then take half day mc to go visit doctor....
waiting for doctor come back from lunch almost half and hour at the clinic there....once doctor come back nurse called my name and get inside the room....wat the doctor always ask..."what the problem?"...then i blah blah blah told him all.....so he ask me want to take injection or not after examination....i reply with no since i hate injection....so he jz gv me some medicine and leave to rest at home.....
what to do..need to eat those medicine according to doctor...so later will hv a milo and few slice of biscuit as my dinner before take those medic....
This a Big April Fool i hv this year.....
stop here....
god bless,
wai
bought a plate of dim sum and a bun as my breakfast...wat a big fool after having those breakfast....starting nt feeling well and vomit couple of times...haiz....cant tahan of it then take half day mc to go visit doctor....
waiting for doctor come back from lunch almost half and hour at the clinic there....once doctor come back nurse called my name and get inside the room....wat the doctor always ask..."what the problem?"...then i blah blah blah told him all.....so he ask me want to take injection or not after examination....i reply with no since i hate injection....so he jz gv me some medicine and leave to rest at home.....
what to do..need to eat those medicine according to doctor...so later will hv a milo and few slice of biscuit as my dinner before take those medic....
This a Big April Fool i hv this year.....
stop here....
god bless,
wai