Behind the story of the pair of shoe

last week i when bought a pair of shoe that i already look for it many many time, this shoes really catch my attention when i step into the shop....i even try the size before and it really fit me well....but last i dint buy it at the 1st time trying become i trying to told myself that i need to think whether i really want it or not......right few day i when back and i decide to buy it....but the only left with empty hand which the size which fit me was sold out and it is the last piece.....what the upset feeling.....

few days later i went to another shop which also have this type of shoes and i have a try....the size was a bit bigger than the one i try before...but on that day i try i feel it was suit because not to loose...therefore i bought it....


until today i finally wear this pair of shoe out and walk....don't know whether is my stocking to tinny until i can feel it quite loose.....it make me suddenly come out with a lot of thinking and thought......is it myself now will to stubborn to hold the thing to tight??....is it i need to think i must let it to go since i really cant do much for it??!! im cannot let it make myself to unhappy with certain of thing that i sometime i know the answer well....i really always remind myself that if the thing is really you be the owner, you no need to rush it but finally it also coming to you.....this phases use to remind myself......

life really come to something unexpected situation and thing....sometime you think you fit for it but it vise-verse of what you think....so let god decide for me......im sure it will bring the best for us......

god bless,
wai

jz a minute.....

today can be say a big day in my entire life.....not a wedding day but is a convocation day...which i finally graduated from my univesity life....3yrs work hard finally gv come to the end...but it jz a scroll only...still dunno where it will bear a good fruit or not? i hope it really bear a good fruit....as a phases say that "good person will bear a good fruit"......so will i can make a good fruitfulness?

I want to thanks to my mum and sis who purposely fly from hometown to attended the convocation....im very happy and touch when the time with mum coz it really been a long time i dint back hometown and get c my mum face....and my grandfather also come along to have a short holiday.....also long time dint c him...time really flies....now i just really know actually my grandfather and mother are getting older and older....healthy really an important asset for all of us...no healthy nothing can be done....

Not forgetting also to thanks to all my from 6 friends which is SongLeong, MunYee, V-Hann, Chris, RouHui aka TaiLou, and Kathryn which send me a sweet greeting and present....thanks u all very much....i do love it....and really warm....get feel touch oredi....dun forget also to thanks for those who unable to come bt also leaving me a sweet message....i really glad that all of u come to into my life...friends it just like a puzzle....every single piece will fill and warm up a small heart....

Although today is a great and memorable day for me but i sometime also do thing that if my memorable person in my heart tat still at here...how good this could be?!! will it be more more more happy.....but i think it oredi happen when i still believe it always by my side protect and looking for me.....every tear and laugh also get his attention......

start to sob sob oredi when think about it....haiz...wat the crying machine i hv.......erm....mayb i easily get touch bt a small small things....watching movie also can cry like raining...hahaha....no good no good...hhaha....nt tough enuff...

erm...study life now really draw a end line....will i be continue my study in future??!!...im not sure also....bt i think everyday life is a new day of learning....everyday observe and get know new things surrounding u....

all the things in a life just a minute to go....this second and minute mayb u got the thing precious thing that u longer...but a minute later i might go away...so grab a chance since u hv it.....

conclusion of today....im happy for the day where i really appreciated all the greeting from friends which come or not able to come......deep it my heart still hv a thing that cant get off...mayb it will take a bit longer time to get away......cheer up...this the words i always heard from fren surrounding me who know me always be the happy go gal in front of ppl bt some ppl never know the sadness thing hide inside myself......

god bless,
wai

convo VS feeling

few days ago...attended our family hann convocation at UKM there.....veli congrate to him coz finally finished his study....get meet up some of then fren who going to attend his convo also...glad to take some pictures and hang out with them....

this few days...many though n feeling swing arnd my mind....sometime i also dunno wat im thinking.....izit a good thing? or a vise-verse........let it figure out itself lol....5 more days my convo finally approach to me....i dint feel any happy or excited at all.....mayb i hvnt get my job yet..mayb i dint knw wat i wan yet..mayb i dint knw my futere yet...ect....

life really miserable.....u dont knw wat will happen next...cant predict anymore.....im d 1 who always dunno wat will happen in my life...so time it will be a good thing dunno know much...i hope it will be a space which can store all the good thing in my life...bt dunno hv tat machine yet....

wanna stop here nw..coz wan to get my thing done..
to be continue.........