Fake Smile

How many people really know who is she?
she herself also do not really know,
The brighten smile that always being described,
But you never know,
How many tears has been shed behind of this,
The thing that she keep inner to herself,
She not sure will it be longer alone forever,

With the cruelness of words,
That always been heard,
Do you think she really want be like that,
No one know about her,
She only filled with a negative in front of them,
The useless gal among others,
If she be given a chance to change,
She think to become a guy,
At least guy can be more tough,
Or
she just want to never come to this world.