Blue Thinking

I know I'm not clever compare to them,
I know I'm not smart compare to them,
I know I'm not capable compare to them,
I know I'm not good compare to them,
But i did try my best to do,
For what i really try very hard to make you proud of me,
But somehow your jokes and words really make me sad,
I really take into account of it,
Because i really care how you think of me,