First drop of 2010

Just sitting in front of my laptop and my tears starting to drop....i don't know the reason behind...maybe from the drama or the sorrow hidden behind my soul......my 1st drop in 2010

Somehow i can feel the loneliness while surrounding very quite........today going out with a friend and we talk about our parent. When i talk about myself, i say up that sometimes i really feel jealous for those people who have father and mother. when i shared about my story my voice slowly become so emo where i know i almost cry out but i hold it back....sometime i will think "IF" this happen in this way will this situation appear? or this kind of thing gonna happen in different way?

But reality told me their is no "IF"...things happened is happened and their is no "IF" anymore. If is only for dream the consequences that u wish.....sound me so clear minded but i also a normal human being where something also will dream some unreality things.

Maybe today topic make me a bit emotional where i felt suddenly i miss him. The one who is far away and never can say "IF". Only memories can fill those emptiness soul that you feel.

Gonna sleep for a better morning...Nite...

In Love with u...

God bless,
wai

Pray for the world, pray for Haiti

Just couple weeks we stepped into 2010, natural disaster come attacked again where this time Haiti become the victim of 7.0 magnitude quake that hit Haiti's capital on Tuesday. More feared thing is the estimation of death might can reach 100,000 people...gosh....

After reading a news, my mind stuck for a while thinking how this thing gonna happen?? what happen to our mother earth? mother earth really in sick now? how we can protect our world from such incident happen again?

I did shared this news with one of the friend and he send me those link of pictures where the waterfall become ice...and the bird lost their place of living because their lake was frozen...how horrible is that..weather in the world is changing where so part of places winter become more coldest that before and some place hv a hot hot summer than before....is really a drastic changes

Lets pray for the god to save our cure our mother earth from being sick and pray for those people who have their hard time can overcome their problem.

God bless them who need help.


God bless,
wai

New Year, New Restart, New Resolution

Happy New Year~~~seem it has been too late shout out...as people told me new year is over....until now i still thinking back is it now we really step into 2010.....??

Time really flies, when i try to look back a lot of flashback flashing across my mind....something happy, sad, touching etc. Last year where i hv a lot up and down, being drag by a lot of emotional feeling that can't be explained. But luckily hv a bunch of good people stay beside me, they no need to give me a comment but they willing lend me their ears to listen what im mumbling although sometime is nonsense......

So now i must be realistic that now is 2010..what the resolution on this year? as i shouted before at FB,

"hello 2010...reborn myself...where i leave the shadow of fear, regret, sadness behind and go with the light of hope and happiness"

This year i hope god will give me more strength to overcome all the obstacles where i will work hard for more better no matter in work, life, family, money etc....thanks for the sadness that make me so strong, make me more tough and grow up to face it. To let me know the life is not just like that. Learn how to let go, how to give more and how to appreciate what i have more....

Lets work hard for what we aim but at the same time also appreciate what we have and sometime look back those people hopefully we wont hurt them.....

Thanks for people who accept and love me for who i am and obey all my bad attitude....
I sorry to say to those people that hurt by me before.....

Erm...sound so kolot...but i really hope i can make it....2010 new reborn, new beginning.....


god bless,
wai