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Really feel angry with myself recently....why i born to torture myself......on this moment i feel very sorry for my mum n dad for not be good for myself.....

outside started raining heavily..suppose is a best time to sleep but somehow now i sit in front of this laptop n starting to write out my feeling on this moment.....

yesterday go watched "orphan" with my colleagues after work...this movie suppose a horror movie....its true my on that moment my mind can away from those matter....bt im just not really focus on that movie although is a nice movie.....some moment mind was flow out frm watching it....

24hrs later i will be on airport to take plane fly back to hmtwn....i hope this short trip will really gb me energy to face what i have now, this moment......

god bless,
wai

Thunder Storm in Heart

Early in this morning, my mind still cant stop of a lot thing stuck....shit....i admit that i cry hardly at the mid-night and cant get sleep again.....

So today my eyes was bloated like panda....

as people say beer can wash away sadness but somehow now i hope later in my mocha latte it have a syrup that can wash away not only my sadness but my bad memories away...don't forget my bloated eyes too...

God i hope you can hear what i confess toward u...and whisper to my love one of the life.....

Really hope i can bravely handle and sort out all the thing with max laughter and min tear and pain....

God bless,
wai

good weekend and P.S I love You

today dint go anywhere just stay at home resting....while saturday night finally finished watched P.S I Love You which it released on 2007 but now i only watch it after heard frm a friend of mine....

The story begin with the happy couple which is Gerry and Holly who is sweet but sometime also hv argument with their point of view toward life....but thing totally change when Gerry die of cancer and Holly need to continue her living without her husband....the main actress need to face her life and career which without her husband...but thing change when on her 30th bday when she receive a cake and a tape of cassete which got words delivery by her husband to guide her to start a new life....

This movie took me few day to finished since i scare i will drag into emotional with the story but my mission was failed also which i also cry in the ending of the story.....this story consist a lot of flash back which Holly always think back every sweet moment with her husband Gerry while reading every single letter which wrote by him before he deceased.....

So, what i did today (sunday)....oppss can consider nothing lol...haha...wake up in the noon time then eat, watch drama, surfing net, read book, take a nap, this only the thing i did in whole evening...but i did start to do my knitting again which i learn something new frm aunt yesterday out.....but need to continue again when my next visit coz is a new thing for me and i dont knw how to do for the next step....

gona stop at here and get ready for blue monday.....

countdown 6days to go....

god bless,
wai

Im not a MAID

PLS ppl out there im not a MAID!!!

If you need a help i can do my best help but please make sure the thing you request is complete and decide before ask people....but not after i help you check, check, check, then...recheck recheck the same thing.....then end up nothing.....

do you really thing im so free sit in front of my laptop then wait for your instruction...you dint pay me i don't hv purpose to do so if i don't want.....

i just don't really impress of this type of thing not make sure the thing of u want but ask ppl waste their time help them check and check....your daughter and son is very valuable until dont want disturb them but other people son and daughther you think they very free and can let u pull here and there.....

I hope it will be last time and wont happen again.....i scare i day i get mad and will shoot you dont know go where....

after realease everything will be fine...cheers.....

god bless,
wai

office风云

recently a lot of funny and ridiculous thing happened and i found out my coll wrote this in his msn pm

"office风云- rules no.1 - 一定要一起吃lunch; no.2 - 一定要讲大家听得明白的东西; no.3 - 不能有小组织"

translation

"office Fengyun - rules no.1 - must work together to eat lunch; no.2 - definitely want to understand what we hear; no.3 - not a small organization"

i found out this is the ridiculous thing to do that...how can people to do that? everyone hv their right to choose....i think this is the 1st time i heard something like this in my life so far...everyday funny...everyday unexpected, everyday happening.....

what will be in the next??
let us wait and see....

god bless,
wai