心痛

The pain is still there. Should not let people notice.

Should get this feeling over.

我是不是还没放下？ 不要再想了。。自会让你跟痛

My Teacher...

Watched "the little big master". Cried and touched by the kids acting skills. This movie refer to the teacher role model. The whole storyline is a true story from a teacher. 

Do you have one teacher as role model?

Always think I don't have but in real this person always with me. Really not aware she really did more than what she suppose to do to education industry.

Always think that she work really hard for life but I believe she also loves her job so much and never give up. 

This story really inspire me and make me more love her.

I love you mum!!

Love, 

Wai

Eve of 30th

Happy birthday to myself....

Can't believe already live in this world 29years and still how long to go?

Every year for past few years I do make a same wish but this year a bit different. Always tell myself be graceful where you have such bunch of good friends, always cherish every moments whenever you are.

Cry is not I'm sad but I'm touched with every single action even a small greeting. Even I'm not perfect you all accept who I am...

I swear I will try mybest to be better me...

To my mum and dad, 

Thanks to bring me to this beautiful world and bring me two sisters which really take care of me.

Love my family, friends, brothers and sisters. 

Love,

Wai

15/12/14

Smile Wanted

Almost half year i didnt write,
Does this means im happy?
Today just an emo day like a the weather,
Cooling breeze after the rain,
But somehow bring some sadness,
Looking at the pictures in front,
Where this smiling icon go?
Still looking for ANSWER.

Alarm rang

It has been a while..

This feeling back again

I thought it already gone

It never gone

But just hide at the corner

Which I try not to alarm it

Finally rang again

Stupid mistake

Make you gonna go thru again

But I know this never gonna happen

Coz I can feel it far apart 

Let's end it.

Love,

Wai

Be tough Girl

Cry won't help, hence be tough. You can always make the things change and different. You may felt suffer,painful or even to end yourself. Please bear with it...soon you can be better than everyone. 

2014 begin

Tough year finally over and feeling still struggle. Would like to put myself to my feeling and intuition instead. Although seem so stubborn but I hope god can make a good choice for me and let me go through it. I know he listen to me and action will be taken to make this things happen. Hence, my tears won't wasted like this. In the name of god. Amen. Between just miss someone in heaven so much now. I miss you dear!