Be tough Girl

Cry won't help, hence be tough. You can always make the things change and different. You may felt suffer,painful or even to end yourself. Please bear with it...soon you can be better than everyone. 

2014 begin

Tough year finally over and feeling still struggle. Would like to put myself to my feeling and intuition instead. Although seem so stubborn but I hope god can make a good choice for me and let me go through it. I know he listen to me and action will be taken to make this things happen. Hence, my tears won't wasted like this. In the name of god. Amen. Between just miss someone in heaven so much now. I miss you dear!

Unlink

Tried my best to unlink,

somehow still can't, 

what going on?!, 

I told myself, challenge myself to pust from can't to can, will it success?!, 

or only waste time to be such stupid, browsing makes me more sad and depress, 

my mind told me to unlink

but my heart still want chain it, 

what the freaking stubborn ME！

醒了吧！！ 

First time ever

First time ever i see the real face of this person,

I know this person always tried to be strong,

Tried not to let other people worries,

But somehow this create themself a border,

Border to let people get closer,

Border to let people care,

Border to let people to share their feeling,

I'm really here for you, 

Please dont let me become a stranger,

You are free to show,

Free to cry,

Free to express,

Free to happy,

Love xx.....

I Love You daddy

Its has been a while didnt update at here,

Today really a special day,

The day where my dearrest daddy born day,

Without him i won't be here today,

I really missed him a lot,

My friend told me before where i can't stay in the past,

I need to move on,

But i hope i can go back to the past, 

The day where i laughed,

The day where i cried,

The day where i hugged,

The day where i kissed you,

Are you right now in the heaven wathing at me?

I believe you do

Because I'm your lovely daughter,

And I really love you dad,

Happy born day,

Love, 

Your daughter,

Back again

Has been a while didnt update this blog,

This feeling back again,

Life, Love, all become so messy,

Why this happened?

I think this gonna follow me again....

Pls help me god..

Im really love you

How great of he when he give his only son to clean our sins. Sometimes I still feel stubborn, struggle and hopeless in life. Too much to think, too much to hope and too much care. I really love you.