To My Beloved Dad

Maybe i getting older,

Sometime it hard for me to remember your face,

But i never forgot the cigarette brand you smoke,

The wallet that you used and the shirt you wear,

Remember how you bring me to your work place,

The moment where i can see how hard you work for our home,

I know the met up btw you and me is not too long,

But the tight bone between us never gone,

The feeling you holding my small hands will still remain fresh,

No matter how many year,

I always believe you are looking after me,

I love you dad,

Happy Father's day.

selfishness

Can someone not be so selfishness?

Why people always think only themselves?

They can put their shoes on other people also sometimes?

These kind of people really like to take advantages,

To those who kind to them and care them,

Even they wont appreciates at all what they have,

I believe one day these people will be regret,

For action that they do toward those kind to them,

They well come back and say sorry,

But will it be too late?

Time will give you the answer.

回来了

又回来了

那种感觉又回来了
真的不是还这样
往往就快成功的时候
又被打败了

不想逃避也不想都想
让他常在某个角咯哩吧

我不会碰它
那就好了

p/s：sorry for my bad pingyin >__<

The Journey of Titanic

This year mark the Titanic sink 100year...to remember of this, the filmmaker reproduction this movie into 3D called Titanic 3D. For most of people, who born in 80's I'm sure they watched this movie before.

Recalled back when the first time i watched this movie when i was 12yrs old...woah...i kinda old now...at that time i dont think i manage to feel and understand all the storyline for the whole film. Maybe only know Jack & Rose and some phrases like "You Jump, I Jump", "I'm the king of the world". When my age growth and the tv re-air the 2D version, manage to get more understanding for the whole film. The love, the families, the wealth, the poor, hierarchy, etc.

Being hearing the 3D version of Titanic from last year and finally being release at cinema now. I'm so excited to watch it again in 3D version. Seem this time, i being more tough, no cry in cinema but can absorb some of the meaning full thing from this movie. The beginning for this movie really tell that the different between wealth and poor. Hierarchy is really important in their society whereby the wealth person can treat like king and queen but for those un-wealth people is just like salve in their eyes and their life is just not valuable.

Inspired more by this movie and some of the quote. Our life is really just like betting. You never know your luck goes where if you don't give a try. But people always scare to place because they scare to loose something they currently have but for some people they have this brave to place their bet even their life in some business maybe the success and the fail is just one step closer and if you have nothing to lost, you never scare to try.

With conversation part of Jack at the dinner gathering with Rose and those upper classes was just an awesome. Bring me the message that we must live now and not future. Appreciate, enjoy and feels every single thing that you have currently and be blessed of it. This bring out another meaning whereby currently our human lack of some of this element in their life.

After watched this movie, for me i may start thinking again what am i have now? do i appreciate, enjoy and feels good of every single things that i experienced and did? I think i have an answer for some of it.....

Miss you father

Next week going to be a week where Chinese tradition called "Ching Ming". With this, people will go to pay respect to their deceased. Too bad where I'm not manage to go back. Yesterday night I was dreamed about you..where you seem look at me and smile. Without any words I know there is something you wish to tell me but not manage to do so. The clear face and the favorite shirt brand you use to wear still clear in my mind. I'm admit I start to miss you more when time pass by. Please let my feeling toward you seed inside my heart and grow.

Shadow behind the light

Everyone seem want to outstanding in the light,
Artist show their very best in the shining light,
Student show with the result,
Worker show with their performance,

But somehow every light has its shadow,
The shadow that might no one know about,
The sorrow face hiding behind the cheerful smile,

How about the shadow behind me?
Am i look happy?
Am i stratifies?
The answer might be no,
Maybe im too pressure myself,
Until felt cant breath,
Im too stubborn..

Confuse Soulmate

What is Soulmate?
Many people think soulmate must be lover,
For me, i think can be different,
Soulmate can refer to BFF,

After few years apart,
Felt this soulmate seem far for me,
Or is me alone refer this as soulmate,
but vice versa for this person,

Think i shouldn't too care,
Of what the things did,
and fall on this person,
I'm CONFUSE