Shadow behind the light

Everyone seem want to outstanding in the light,
Artist show their very best in the shining light,
Student show with the result,
Worker show with their performance,

But somehow every light has its shadow,
The shadow that might no one know about,
The sorrow face hiding behind the cheerful smile,

How about the shadow behind me?
Am i look happy?
Am i stratifies?
The answer might be no,
Maybe im too pressure myself,
Until felt cant breath,
Im too stubborn..

Confuse Soulmate

What is Soulmate?
Many people think soulmate must be lover,
For me, i think can be different,
Soulmate can refer to BFF,

After few years apart,
Felt this soulmate seem far for me,
Or is me alone refer this as soulmate,
but vice versa for this person,

Think i shouldn't too care,
Of what the things did,
and fall on this person,
I'm CONFUSE

The Leap Year

Leap Year Come 4 years once,
Did you watch this movie before?
I watched last time where really a touching and meaningful story,

Today mark the day of the leap year
also the last day of Feb,
but somehow i felt so emotion,
again i cried,
my heart not with me now,
i wish to could talk to someone,
the one who can really listen and comfort me...

If in this tradition irish custom,
propose on this day will accept one,
who you gonna propose to?
for me i think is the person who i wait,

think who?
hmmm...only both my father in heaven know...

I LOVE YOU

You are the one who i rely,
Where i felt comfortable with,
Where i can freely cry in front of u,

No matter how evil i'm
You will scarify your blood,
To wash away my sins,
Always bless us,
Love God, One and forever..

Question!!!

Question Question & Question,
I being question the holy toward God,
I admitted im not a good follower,
But i know god is kind enough,
To accept my weakness,
To listen my prayer,
To conform my pain,

I wish to get closer to you,
Once again i need the be strong,
I need to have your positive thinking,
To make all the cant become CAN,
I know you listening to me,
Let me become greedy again,
I really need your advice now,
Should my work being return,
know i shouldn't think for return whatever i did,
But i hope my work really being recognize,
Where this is the encouragement for me to move further,
In the name of my beloved father in heaven, Amen

BLANK

Look at this computer screen,
Started to felt the moodiness,
Eyes watering and finally....,
Don't know how to described it,

Every-time thinking about it,
Wondering what i did wrong,
Why life can be like this,
How can do it better,

Ever movement seem into the wrong way,
Never said i'm perfect but don't think i'm that worse,
Just remember what mum always said,
Do your best and we know you did with all you can,

I think i really need a change,
Make myself become a better person,
Make people surround me more happy,
Need go grab back the smiling face that fade away,

1st anniversary

today marked a 1st anniversary of me with this co.
What a mixed feeling,
Where its also a day i submitted my review,

what i achieve in one year,
knew a lot new people,
get to gain my knowledge,
every single words being put in my pocket,
no matter bad or good words,
as my adviser in future..

I cant predict what my future look like,
but i want to live without regret,
all the best..hwaiting WAI