Afraid

Your heart just like today weather,
Gloomy and cooling,
Negative vibes surface again,
How to overcome this?

Confidence level just like a roller coaster,
Not sure if you're in the correct path,
But the He told me this?
Child of mine, please dont be afraid,
I will be always be there for you!
I already planned your path and please be patient.

Amen

Love,
Wai

Miracles from heaven

Watched "Miracles from heaven" just now and cried so hard of it. This is based on a true story of Beam family where the family discovers her 10yrs old daughter has a rare, incurable disease. The mother start questioned to God why the devoted kid gets this kind of treatment. Am God not heard their prayers. But miracles does happen when this kid recovered from her illness.

I do believe God always there for us. He has his own plans for us which we never know. By the time come his plan works well on us. I do always question myself. Am i a good devotee? Am good really hear me? But i still believe YES HE DOES!! He heard us and he always is there for us.

The obstacles he planned is ways he wants us to be good in future. He has a plan ready for us. Don't stop trust him and miracles really exist.

In the name of God, Amen

I'm sorry

I know my bad temper

Emotion seem uncontrolled

Couldn't cry and you are not allow

I'm really sorry for all

Sincerely apologize for this...

Timing

Timing really important,

It won't stop for you,

You may fall wrongly,

You may choose wrongly,

But don't upset,

One day the right will come,

Or it already here,

Just you not notice only.

加油薇，

爱,

Wai

Judgment

People judge you,

You judge people,

This is how the world works,

Believe everyone got their favorite,

Who makes them feel better,

To work with or to communicate,

I'm weak now!

Hope you can appear which I need the most now....

Love,

Wai

A silence message

The silence message that you won't know,

Which will impact the whole stories,

Either good or bad,

Sometimes you wish to express,

But confidence hold you back,

Hence you never achieve,

How wish can be more brave,

Maybe ending will be a good,

...........

Love,

Wai

Mixed emotion

I beg for help,
I beg for forgiveness,
I beg for kindness,
I beg for love,
I beg for message,
If you ever hear me, i beg for your reply, guidance and healing,

In the name of God

Amen,
Wai 

Drama vs Reality

Human really have a lot dilemma,

Everyday their is a drama,

Each chapter bring a different storyline,

Happy, sad, dilemma, challenge etc,

All of us expect to have a happy line,

But not all can have this,

Cry might not be solution,

But is the way to get release,

Can't read people's mind and heart,

Only can hope for better.

God bless,

Love,

Wai

Little Secret

Believe everyone have their own little secret,
So am i,
The secret that scare to let anyone know,Once it split  out,
The entire world will know,
This will change your though,
The awkward moments come,
The day when all changes come,
Ruin your build,
Hence i choose to keep this little happiness,

Happiness can be achieve without own it.
If it meant to be you, it will come one day.

Love,
Wai

心痛

The pain is still there. Should not let people notice.

Should get this feeling over.

我是不是还没放下？ 不要再想了。。自会让你跟痛

My Teacher...

Watched "the little big master". Cried and touched by the kids acting skills. This movie refer to the teacher role model. The whole storyline is a true story from a teacher. 

Do you have one teacher as role model?

Always think I don't have but in real this person always with me. Really not aware she really did more than what she suppose to do to education industry.

Always think that she work really hard for life but I believe she also loves her job so much and never give up. 

This story really inspire me and make me more love her.

I love you mum!!

Love, 

Wai

Eve of 30th

Happy birthday to myself....

Can't believe already live in this world 29years and still how long to go?

Every year for past few years I do make a same wish but this year a bit different. Always tell myself be graceful where you have such bunch of good friends, always cherish every moments whenever you are.

Cry is not I'm sad but I'm touched with every single action even a small greeting. Even I'm not perfect you all accept who I am...

I swear I will try mybest to be better me...

To my mum and dad, 

Thanks to bring me to this beautiful world and bring me two sisters which really take care of me.

Love my family, friends, brothers and sisters. 

Love,

Wai

15/12/14

Smile Wanted

Almost half year i didnt write,
Does this means im happy?
Today just an emo day like a the weather,
Cooling breeze after the rain,
But somehow bring some sadness,
Looking at the pictures in front,
Where this smiling icon go?
Still looking for ANSWER.

Alarm rang

It has been a while..

This feeling back again

I thought it already gone

It never gone

But just hide at the corner

Which I try not to alarm it

Finally rang again

Stupid mistake

Make you gonna go thru again

But I know this never gonna happen

Coz I can feel it far apart 

Let's end it.

Love,

Wai

Be tough Girl

Cry won't help, hence be tough. You can always make the things change and different. You may felt suffer,painful or even to end yourself. Please bear with it...soon you can be better than everyone. 

2014 begin

Tough year finally over and feeling still struggle. Would like to put myself to my feeling and intuition instead. Although seem so stubborn but I hope god can make a good choice for me and let me go through it. I know he listen to me and action will be taken to make this things happen. Hence, my tears won't wasted like this. In the name of god. Amen. Between just miss someone in heaven so much now. I miss you dear!

Unlink

Tried my best to unlink,

somehow still can't, 

what going on?!, 

I told myself, challenge myself to pust from can't to can, will it success?!, 

or only waste time to be such stupid, browsing makes me more sad and depress, 

my mind told me to unlink

but my heart still want chain it, 

what the freaking stubborn ME！

醒了吧！！ 

First time ever

First time ever i see the real face of this person,

I know this person always tried to be strong,

Tried not to let other people worries,

But somehow this create themself a border,

Border to let people get closer,

Border to let people care,

Border to let people to share their feeling,

I'm really here for you, 

Please dont let me become a stranger,

You are free to show,

Free to cry,

Free to express,

Free to happy,

Love xx.....

I Love You daddy

Its has been a while didnt update at here,

Today really a special day,

The day where my dearrest daddy born day,

Without him i won't be here today,

I really missed him a lot,

My friend told me before where i can't stay in the past,

I need to move on,

But i hope i can go back to the past, 

The day where i laughed,

The day where i cried,

The day where i hugged,

The day where i kissed you,

Are you right now in the heaven wathing at me?

I believe you do

Because I'm your lovely daughter,

And I really love you dad,

Happy born day,

Love, 

Your daughter,

Back again

Has been a while didnt update this blog,

This feeling back again,

Life, Love, all become so messy,

Why this happened?

I think this gonna follow me again....

Pls help me god..