Sleepless

Another sleepless night,

Cried again,

What went wrong??

Can i be mean?

Can i be selfish?

Can i let it go?

Please help me

I'm

Everyone said I'm a lovely and sweet girl,
Somehow i found it curious and doubt,
Am i really that?

I really not understand myself,
the stubborn me keep on let it go,
no matter how many times i cried,
how many litter of tears,
seem things never on my side,

the tough girl in front all of you,
someday also will tired,
she also need a shoulder to lend,
need a shoulder to hold her tears,

pls put a stop of it,

Mixes of cry

Cry can be so many meaning,

 happy can cry, sad can cry,

 touching can cry, doubt can cry, 

event watch drama also can cry, 

what makes you cry?

Mixed feeling right now 

where the sad and sorry feel make uneasy. 

Tomorrow is Xmas eve..

did you hear me mr. Santa?

I hope you did read my letter.

Letter to Santa Claus 2012

Dear Santa Claus,

I'm writing to you again this year,

Are you able to receive my letter?

Each year you might see me writing the same wish,

the same wish that might just a wish without come true,

How wish that you can really see my wishlist,

The happiness of christmas i see every year is the lighting,

that filled up all the streets, malls, and houses,

It just like a stars blinking to say hi to us,

to give us hope and courage,

Merry Xmas!!

Love,
Wai

Happy Birthday to Myself

Happy Birthday to myself,

End my 26 and step into 27,

Somehow my feeling sort of complicated,

Happy with all the blessing, celebration and unlimited love,

But somehow i also felt quite moody when i alone like this,

Starting to flash back what im achieved in this past 26 yrs,

Seem nothing being achieve and worry start hit me,

Until my heart keep on pounding.

Life still goes on no matter how,

God and dad in heaven really looking for me,

They give me unlimited love from families and friends,

Give me a life that i can't complaint much,

I LOVE YOU ALL.

Love,
Wai