Miss you father

Next week going to be a week where Chinese tradition called "Ching Ming". With this, people will go to pay respect to their deceased. Too bad where I'm not manage to go back. Yesterday night I was dreamed about you..where you seem look at me and smile. Without any words I know there is something you wish to tell me but not manage to do so. The clear face and the favorite shirt brand you use to wear still clear in my mind. I'm admit I start to miss you more when time pass by. Please let my feeling toward you seed inside my heart and grow.

Shadow behind the light

Everyone seem want to outstanding in the light,
Artist show their very best in the shining light,
Student show with the result,
Worker show with their performance,

But somehow every light has its shadow,
The shadow that might no one know about,
The sorrow face hiding behind the cheerful smile,

How about the shadow behind me?
Am i look happy?
Am i stratifies?
The answer might be no,
Maybe im too pressure myself,
Until felt cant breath,
Im too stubborn..

Confuse Soulmate

What is Soulmate?
Many people think soulmate must be lover,
For me, i think can be different,
Soulmate can refer to BFF,

After few years apart,
Felt this soulmate seem far for me,
Or is me alone refer this as soulmate,
but vice versa for this person,

Think i shouldn't too care,
Of what the things did,
and fall on this person,
I'm CONFUSE