Sinful

Evil is haunting me where i feel I'm sinful. The day before i have a big quarrel with other where i feel that i try to stand with my point and somehow evil haunting me here with i seem cant control my words that flow out to others. It will be hurt i know but i think i will be more hurt when i speaking it out.

I think every person have their point of view and their thinking. We cant control them and force them to accept what the character we is but trying to tolerance with each other. When i feel im really bad i try to be silence to every single thing where i know thing with goes more worse with our poison tongue and mouth. Things which come out from our mouth will be hurting more and more to everyone.

"It is at such time that we have to learn to hold our tongue and to remain silent. If we can’t tame our tongue, we have to take a break or go for a walk to cool off. It is much easier to control the words before the blow-up than during the explosion." (james Lau)

This is what i try practicing from secondary school till now but sometime i also still facing failures of it. We can't control people to speak but i hope i can control what i speak up

I hope god can give me strength to overcome everything i facing now with a peaceful mind. Depression and a tense feeling is strongly haunting me with many angle of my life but with the supportive from god, friends and family, everything will be fine sooner.

God Bless,
wai

Before

It seem their are the changes in between,
But you don't know the causes of it,
Will it be the timing,
Will it be the different perception,
Will it be the different thinking,
Or it just a unwanted fate grow in,

I can feel the unease between it,
The feeling that i never had it before,
It seem i missing something,
Something that no longer i can find it back,

I now only can look forward,
Because i cant get back the thing that i want,
The feeling that i had before,
It time to be true to myself,
The thing in front of you eyes,

God bless,
wai

Miserable Creatures

Women really a miserable creatures. Sometime she can be very happy and a minute later can be very moody and sad.

This is what to describe my emotion right now in this moment.

Something i think i dint done bad thing to others but somehow people will treat you in the way that hurt you.

I think this is what people called life. Many people told me that nowadays people use to think what benefits them before others.

I cant control how people going to judge me where all the thing is depend to them.

Lets god help out to judge me from all the thing.


God Bless,
wai