complicated week....

This week can be say complicated week for myself...really because many thing happened.....

On monday was my best fren bday...where i really happy to wish him all the best in the future and happy with the gift that i send him......i do happy he appreciate it........HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HANDSOME...................MUACK.....

but what happened on the next day which i really feel down when i get this news....when i knock off bec from work...i get my fren msn msg me where he told me that our fren who passed away in the accident nearby hometown there....frm tat min i get the news...my tear drop from my eyes....dunno wat happen...i have been long time nt c him...although sometime i jz msg him...i still remember last time he called me is when he arnd kl working where he told me tat he wil be bec to hmtwn to work...and i say i will 5 him out when i go bec there....but this thing now become someting i cant do.....

i do receive a comfort frm fren to take care myself....but this sad news really make my nt so good for few days....i think wat i can do is blessing for him in all his good and his family.....rest in peace beside god.....this situation really make me thinking bec of another him again....i still remember when he go....when i c him lay there with his eyes close and nothing expression....on tat time i stil young and i seem try to be tough...bt seem i cant be..where my tears start to drops until it cant be stop......i knw this will be the hard time to all ppl when it lost it family member......but let use the memories they give us to accompany us in the future of life....thing that been happened cannot be turn back....no matter how sad we are...life still go on.....

after this sad news....it come back with the funny situation that i seen....a veli nice and attractive story tat i wan keep to know more abt...but i think it wont be a good thing also if play too hard until someone get hurt........hopefully wont happen....

glad also that mum n sis going holiday and did bought something for me...now i jz waiting they come back and c wat they get for me...no matter wat i think i will be a good for me too....

summarize all of the days of this week...i can say that i really do learn how to appreciate the thing that i have....capturing every second and moment of the life.....so wont be regret in another time......

Finally i really hope that all people surrounding me stay healthy....rest in peace my fren....u will always in my memories......

to be continue.......

god bless,
wai

going to end soon.....

46 days to go where wrap up year 2008....in this year what is the most happy things that happened into u, or the most sadness nor the achievement that u gain??

as for me, let talk about the most happy thing so far happened to me...erm....finally i finish my study lol....coz no need to read books only for sit the exam.....where this is the malaysia children practice.....second i think going for holiday in certain places that i do love those place like Bali and Thai which i do enjoy my day at there.....some more can learn their culture of other countries...come to the achievement tat i have this year is i do learn something new that i hvnt thing tat i will do it....it seem art for me since every time when u finish it will make myself seem it a greatest of good feeling...and achievement....

erm...so the sadness or unhappy thing dunno why it always more than happy things de...izit im the person to negative thinking???erm....i also not sure....this year although graduate and no need to study..but come into the working environment it sure will a bit stress since u need to seeking for job....i think i will be the hardest thing that i face so far coz still fresh and still dunno the path that u wan to go....will it be a problem also for others who also fresh grad??another thing maybe about the situation that i face in this society...it really complicated....people are keep on changing themself.....some say to be good to change if it is the positive thing...but wat i look into other is not wat i thought....for sure i get c some change into veli positive thing...but i also do c those be into negative things also....it really fussy and sad to c it....sometimes is not abt the matter of the thing they did to us...but is the relationship that u built....can be destroy in just few second....it will make people doubt of what wil be going on and also will u still believe, trust of them??it will become a sadness thing which u have to face..but as always told urself think positive as thing wont go worse as u see....(words that u always told fren or other when u give advise but when come to urself problem it wont works..haiz...).....

to make a conclusion, i think this year i gain a lot whether as a good lesson in my life....life still go on everyday...cheers......

to be continue....

god bless,
wai