Be Brave, Be Free, Be Yourself

BLANK

2012-01-20T00:50:00.002+08:00

Look at this computer screen,
Started to felt the moodiness,
Eyes watering and finally....,
Don't know how to described it,

Every-time thinking about it,
Wondering what i did wrong,
Why life can be like this,
How can do it better,

Ever movement seem into the wrong way,
Never said i'm perfect but don't think i'm that worse,
Just remember what mum always said,
Do your best and we know you did with all you can,

I think i really need a change,
Make myself become a better person,
Make people surround me more happy,
Need go grab back the smiling face that fade away,

1st anniversary

2012-01-17T00:44:00.002+08:00

today marked a 1st anniversary of me with this co.
What a mixed feeling,
Where its also a day i submitted my review,

what i achieve in one year,
knew a lot new people,
get to gain my knowledge,
every single words being put in my pocket,
no matter bad or good words,
as my adviser in future..

I cant predict what my future look like,
but i want to live without regret,
all the best..hwaiting WAI

Christmas Letter to Santa

2011-12-18T23:53:00.003+08:00

Dear Santa,

I know you might be busy to read all of the people wish...and the one i send to you might miss out in the million of letters.

When Christmas approach everyone hope to get what they want, the little me also never miss out. I also wish to make some wish to be come true.

What i wish this year Christmas where i can feel the secure of my career and happiness around me, friends and family.

May god bless you all and Merry Xmas~~

Love,
Wai

You Are The Apple Of My Eye <那些年，我們一起追的女孩>

2011-11-09T15:34:00.004+08:00

Have you ever cycling bicycle, fooling around with a gang of friend, hanging around after school?? I believe most of us does this before. Although i study in convent school in secondary but i still remember this feeling which happened once me on primary and high school.

The director 九把刀 used his own story on his life as storyline of whole movie. The story break into few stage where on secondary, university life and aftermath. The story begin with the 5 guys which including Ko-Teng who have a crush with his classmate Shen Chia Yi which also the smart girl in the school. Both of them do not have any chemistry where they both have different level of study and concept about living. But sooner they get closer with knowing each other and the feeling of love spark and develop between them. Although both of them loving and caring each other but they did not step forward to develop this feeling become a couple. Until the story where the girl become other people wife and the blessing from the guy is important where he know that the one he love getting her happiness.

After watched this movie, give me some thought, is it every people will have this feeling before? You know your feeling very well but you scare to step forward. Is it you do not have enough confident to speak up and delivery to your love one? or you scare once you confess the friendship will end without notice?

A small secret tell you all. I almost cry in the ending of the movie. People might think i'm silly but i think somehow this movie really bring back all my feeling, memories that i had before.

Highly recommended for those who hvnt watch go cinema and purchase tix. Enjoy the funny, laughter and touching moment of each scenes...

Credit from: http://www.appleofmyeye.com.tw/

TRUST

2011-11-08T12:39:00.004+08:00

Trust Trust Trust,
Did you know what its means?
Trust can be many ways,
To people, product, words etc,
For me trust is believe,
If i believe in someone,
I will fully trust for what they said,
If trust never happen,
You might never give you heart out,
Always have a suspect in your mind,

Will it be very suffer,
With the life of full of suspect,
I believe i definitely will suffer for this life,
The way when people surround do not have trust,
There always a wall between you and that person,
They already been bullet with the impression,
With no trust in between,

Although sometime will be betray and hurt by the trust,
But i believe someone will appreciate it sooner or later

哭不出来

2011-10-24T22:53:00.002+08:00

Its not good where people keep on blaming,
Sometime life is just unfair,
When you doing good,
You wont received a single word of appreciate,
But if have something wrong with the things,
YOU will become the key person to blame,
All the fault will goes to you,
People always selfcenter,
They always think what they do is correct,
Like a white board with a small black dot,
People only focus on the black dot,
But forgot the whole piece of white board,

I really want to cry out,
Heart actually ache
But somehow my tears not come out,
Is that mean i already numb with it,
Or is time to me think,
Did i choose the correct path?

Good News vs Bad News

2011-10-21T10:10:00.003+08:00

Life always being in dilemma,
We always can't be perfect,
Good news always come together with bad news,
Gain something sure lost something,
This is what i experience so far,
sometime i hate airport,
due this is the day we apart,
to go our own way,
to search for the dream,
but no matter how far,
we still connected to each other,
this is what i believe,
but my heart still in pain,
maybe i care too much,

Mask

2011-10-19T13:55:00.007+08:00

I know this celebrity through his appearance on "Dream Team". First impression were just a celebrity like others who appear on dramas, variety shows, debut album etc. Maybe is the kind of humor scene he perform on those variety shows which catch my eyes to have more attention toward this artist.

He did came to country to promote his album for the 1st time, but i didn't attend the fans meet etc. This year april he release his new debut called "Unveiled". Listen to it and found out the melody and the songs really make me into it. But i still hvnt get to look into the MVs.

Finally last week he came to country again for a the event of Christianity (whisper god bless), i manage to get see a glance of his live performance. An what a bonuses thing i had is i managed to interviewed him (thanks for someone, you know who you are ok). From the interview, managed to know more about this artist. On the event, i admitted that i shed tears when singing the worship songs. Its really bring me back close to god, the father in heaven who always looking for us. Its might be sound silly to others when i said i shed tears in the event. The prayer, the words, the songs, the blessings etc. i felt i get closer to god again when i felt lost in somewhere else.

In that event, i can felt the artist become another people, where he look so glow in the front of lord, he just himself and not an artist that you usually saw on TV, variety shows, events etc. The originality of himself shown on stage. What can i describe is he just a human like other, will cry, depress, feel helpless and hurt sometimes.

When get home and i look for his current MV. The MV where featuring the life as an artist. Its give me a though that every artist have their own mask. The mask that show in front of audience and fans? As celebrities they must have mask to protect themselves. When they show in front of the camera, they need to put on the mask to show all good to out there. Although sometime they will suffer with the mask but they need to bear with it as it might be management policy, rules, regulation they need to follow to keep themselves survive in the industry. How many people know the face behind of these people? they might just a person who need love, courage, and life as normal human when the light of studio off.

God bless to all these artist where they will be blessed with all the protection from our heavenly father. Be strong and your hardwork will be appreciate by someone for sure and think positively.

Check out the MV that i felt great: 사랑하다 (Brian)

Last but not least thanks for the warm replied.

God Bless,

To be Continue,

Wai

Get Closer

2011-10-15T21:11:00.003+08:00

Once again i felt the love,
the music melody swing around,
which caused me so emotional,
"I Stand" make me close to you,
tears dropped without hesitate,
i might be the bad follower,
who do not deserve a lot of love,
but god kinda greater,
he forgive us no matter what,
thanks for the love god shared with me,
that will warm me up for my life,
Love god, the only one in this world,

Best Friend

2011-09-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

I know that the fact of Best Friend will never change,
That the one i can talk without feel the burden,
The one that never lost no matter in what way,
Sometime you might be hate by their girl friend or boy friend,
Due to the jealous of your close relationship,
It good to you that you know your limit,
Although people might misunderstand you,
But you know who you are and what you are doing,
Never try to act because of others.

Messy Puzzles

2011-07-05T23:20:00.002+08:00

Half year just passed,
Still felt she just a messy puzzles,
With a lot of shapes and color,
But seem cant match and connect with each other,
God what should she need to do,
Hope she will be better,
To continue work for the better,
Let her work hard to put all,
In the correct shape to each other,
In the name of Lord,
Amen

30th Hong Kong Film Awards

2011-04-15T09:44:00.004+08:00

30th Hong Kong Film Awards

Best Film

1. Gallants

2. Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

3. Ip Man 2

4. Reign of Assassins

5. The Stool Pigeon

Best Director

1. Derek Kwo Tsz-kin and Clement Cheng - Gallants

2. Tsui Hark - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

3. Yip Wai-shun - Ip Man

4. Su Chao-pin - Reign Of Assassins

5. Dante Lam Chiu-yin - The Stool Pigeon

Best Screenplay

1. Lawrence Cheng Tan-shui and Barbara Wong - Break Up Club

2. Ivy Ho - Crossing Hennessy

3. Derek Kwok Tsz-kin, Clement Cheng and Frankie Tam Kwong-yuen - Gallants

4. Pang Ho-cheung and Heiward Mak - Love In A Puff

5. Jack Ng - The Stool Pigeon

Best Actor

Chow Yun-fat - Confucius”

Jacky Cheung - Crossing Hennessy

Tony Leung Ka-fai - Bruce Lee, My Brother

Nick Cheung Ka-fa - The Stool Pigeon

Nicholas Tse - The Stool Pigeon

Best Actress

Fiona Sit - Break Up Club

Tang Wei - Crossing Hennessy

Miriam Yeung - Love in a Puff

Carina Lau - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Josie Ho - Dream Home

Best Supporting Actor

Teddy Robin - Gallants

Tony Leung Ka-fai - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Deng Chao - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Wang Xueq - Reign of Assassins

Liu Kai-chi - The Stool Pigeon

Best Supporting Actress

Mimi Chu - Crossing Hennessy

Paw Hee-ching - Crossing Hennessy

Susan Shaw - Gallants

Zhang Jing-chu - City Under Siege

Candice Yu - Once a Gangster

Best New Performer

Jing Boran - Hot Summer Days

Byron Pang - Amphetamine

Hanjin Tan - Bruce Lee, My Brother

Dennis To - Ip Man 2

Dennis To - The Legend Is Born — Ip Man

Best Cinematography

Peter Pau - Confucius

Chan Chi-ying and Chan Chor-keung - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Jason Kwan - Merry-Go-Round

Poon Hang-sang - Ip Man 2

Horace Wong - Reign of Assassins

Best Film Editing

Yau Chi Wai - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Cheung Ka-fai - Ip Man 2

Cheung Ka-fai - Reign of Assassins

Kong Chi-leung - Triple Tap

Chan Ki-hop and Matthew Hui - The Stool Pigeon

Best Art Direction

Lin Chao-xiang and Mao Huai-qing - Confucius

Silver Cheung - Bruce Lee, My Brother

James Choo - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Kenneth Mak - Ip Man 2

Yang Bai-gu and Simon So - Reign of Assassins

Best Costume and Make-Up Design

Yee Chung-man - Confucius

Stanley Cheung - Bruce Lee, My Brother

Bruce Yu Ka-on - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Dora Ng Li-lo - Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

Emi Wada - Reign of Assassins

Best Action Choreography

Yuen Tak - Gallants

Sammo Hung - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Sammo Hung - Ip Man 2

Donnie Yen - Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

Stephen Tung - Reign Of Assassins

Best Original Score

Mak Chun-hung - Break Up Club

Teddy Robin and Tommy Wai - Gallants

Peter Kam Pui-tat - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Kenji Kawai - Ip Man 2

Peter Kam Pui-tat - Reign pf Assassins

Best Sound Design

Wang Dan-rong and Zhao Nan - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Kinson Tsang and George Lee - Ip Man 2

Kinson Tsang - Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

Tu Duu-chih - Dream Home

Kinson Tsang - The Stool Pigeon

Best Visual Effects

Lee Yong-gi and Nam Sang-woo - Detective Dee and the Mystery of the Phantom Flame

Henri Wong - Ip Man 2

Victor Wong - Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

Andrew Lin, Ho Pui-kin, Leung Wai-kit and Ng Yuen-fai - Dream Home

Foo Sing Choong - Reign of Assassins

Best New Director

Ivy Ho - Crossing Hennessy

Felix Chong Man-keung - Once a Gangster

Freddie Wong Kwok-shiu - The Drunkard

Best Asian Film

Under The Hawthorn Tree

Seven Days in Heaven

Confessions

After Shock

Monga

After seeing the nomination list..seriously i did not watched all the film listed. Who is your favorite film, actor and actress?

I think for me i will go for The Stool Pigeon for the best film and for the best actor i might choose jacky cheung from Crossing Henessey with his awesome acting, but cant be denies Cheung Ka Fai is the strong competitor in this.

Lets see the result on Astro Chnl 311 on 8pm, 17th April 2011.

Is YOU!!!

2011-04-03T18:54:00.001+08:00

Fake Smile

2011-03-17T23:55:00.003+08:00

How many people really know who is she?
she herself also do not really know,
The brighten smile that always being described,
But you never know,
How many tears has been shed behind of this,
The thing that she keep inner to herself,
She not sure will it be longer alone forever,

With the cruelness of words,
That always been heard,
Do you think she really want be like that,
No one know about her,
She only filled with a negative in front of them,
The useless gal among others,
If she be given a chance to change,
She think to become a guy,
At least guy can be more tough,
Or
she just want to never come to this world.

Prayer

2011-03-08T23:56:00.004+08:00

I join my hands together tightly,
Whispering softly toward you,
Are you hearing me?
I beat you do,
Coz you listen to my words
Each to another each matter,
You help me to release it,
You help me to solve it,

Once again i calling upon your name,
I might be very self-fish,
Where always demanding for more,
But i know you know my prayer,
My inner feeling that no one know,
Except you,

My prayer goes to you,
When i call your name,
Seem all thing become lighter,
Thanks to you lord,

True Love

2011-02-16T01:35:00.004+08:00

I just read an article from Jaeson Ma tittle "True Love". What is true love is? many of us think we know the true meaning of it but somehow sometime it might be miss interpreted by others.

i really dont understand what the meaning of it. How can true love can be hurt when you really into that person. How can it be so cruel when every single knife scratch your heart and left those scars. Although you plaster it but how many day, month or year you will recover from that pain. Until you really can walk out from here. I need a guide, to get out from darkness. I asked god to lend his hand to me, hold me tight to get me out of the cave.

Jaeson Ma Blog link: True Love

God bless,
Wai

ROBOT

2011-02-11T00:20:00.004+08:00

Really dont know what gonna happen on me. Just felt a bit sad and down with so much emotional feeling. I unable to stand still with this where the tears almost come out from my eyes. I wish i'm a robot sometime. I wont be feel tired, wont be feel sad, wont be heart-pain, can do many works, dont hv a lot of feeling...feeling soulless

heavy feeling

2011-01-29T06:23:00.003+08:00

Every time when i at airport also have feel the heavy feeling,
the happiness, sadness and laughter happened,
almost 6months dint go to airport,
the feeling of excited to go home still with me,
despite i look like panda now with no rest at all,
but i did feel the cny happiness is approaching like a bomb,
did have a great reunion dinner with my beloved ex-coll,
having a great movie with mr.YSL with his lucky day,
although i might feel a bit tired sometime bt this feeling will fade away once i land to my beloved hometown SANDAKAN....

Happy chinese new year and happy holiday to all....

stay healthy, wealthy and prosperity,

God bless,

Love,
Wai (0630 LCCT)

Happy Rabbit Year

2011-01-28T00:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year~~~

Miss You All

2011-01-15T23:15:00.003+08:00

My lovely colleagues,
I been glad to be love,
By all of you,
Being supportive when i get fall down,
Being cheer up when i felt lost,

Million of words hard be describe by words,
By my love and miss toward yours never less,

Starting to miss you all in just a day away,
I will be brave to walk my way,
With the blessing of all,
All of your name will be craving in my heart,
And will never forget the good memories we built,
Thank You.

1st Post 2011

2011-01-01T21:51:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year 2011~~~

Shouted loud till lung out for your resolution of 2011. Did your wish list on 2010 manage been done all? For me although not all been fulfill but thanks god the most important few thing that i wish has been fulfilled.

Through out last year has been undergoing a lot of happiness and unhappiness thing in my life...a lot of changes which make me grow a lot. Something our life is really unpredictable where surprised will come suddenly or it can be describe as hard work finally grow fruit. Thanks for the sadness and cruel treatment which i received through out this year makes me know that i really can undergoing it with the obstacles and see my direction clearly.

In this year of 2011 i wish i really can do more in term of working, health, family, love etc....it might be sound greedy but will try my best to make all done.

사랑해요....

God bless,
wai

Merry Christmas

2010-12-24T16:48:00.001+08:00

Merry Xmas to all~~~

A letter to Santa Claus

2010-12-19T02:54:00.003+08:00

Lovely Santa Claus,
Who bring happiness to every child,
Did you really read all the letters,
Did you really give happiness to all,

I want to say to you,
I just an ordinary person,
Who like to be loved,
Like to be care,
And like to be like,
My wish is just simple,
Why its take so hard,

Will this xmas will make,
Dream come true,
Solving all complicated feeling,
Santa claus ar santa claus,
Hope you can read this,
Bring all of us a happiness,
Merry Xmas to all,

Cinderella Story

2010-12-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

Is a wonderful December,
Special day with a special thing happened around,
It just like a Cinderella story,
With all the perfection happened,
When sharp 12am the bell ring,
All thing will turn back to normal,
Waken up from the dream,
But i will remember all this special things,
Store it in a very special place in memory,
And wont let other people know,
Continue for life and wait for the real Prince,

The Road

2010-11-16T19:30:00.002+08:00

Everyone have their own road,
Not all the road are straight,
Some narrow, some wide and uneven,
Which road did you choose,
Will it be the correct way,
To the destination,

Finally i choose,
With the help and guidelines of God,
Will lead me to the correct path,
The way i want to be,
The way i wish to have,

It might just a beginning,
And i still have a long way to go,
Be strong to walk all the way,
With the light of god,

Connection

2010-10-28T17:20:00.005+08:00

The connection between two hand is miracle,
Sometime you will feel it seem far from you,
But actually is very close to you,
I want to touch the hand of you,
To guide me to the way i suppose to be,
I hope you can bring me to the place i want to go,
With the connection can make thing goes better,
I slowly understand,
Connection between us sometime showing lost signal,
But i know you always beside me,
Showing the light of hope,

In Memories of You

2010-09-15T13:39:00.003+08:00

Time Flies,
A year passed,
To the day of you born,
Really thankful for god,
Because of you,
I can feel the loved,
I can feel the warm hugged,
Thank you,
For the thing you created,
Happy Born day,
I LOVE YOU.

Rojak

2010-09-01T11:48:00.003+08:00

Life is like Rojak
Mangoes sour our life,
Cucumber cooling our health,
Pineapple sweet our love,
Peanut added to crunchy our cycle,
Sauce to make our life complete,

Life and work is just like Rojak,
Have happiness,
Have sadness,
Have obstacles,
Have opportunities,
And the consequences,
Depend on the amount we put and stir it up,

Clown

2010-08-25T16:07:00.010+08:00

We always see clown bring smile and laugh to us,
But how many people know behind the story of it smile and laugh,
No one will know it,
Because they are good actor,

How Long

2010-08-24T17:47:00.005+08:00

It seem a bit far,
To hold the glimpse light of god,
How long it suppose to wait,
How long it suppose to dream,
How long suppose to endure the pain,
To reborn the new life,
God have an answer for ME

Blue Thinking

2010-08-22T03:03:00.005+08:00

I know I'm not clever compare to them,
I know I'm not smart compare to them,
I know I'm not capable compare to them,
I know I'm not good compare to them,
But i did try my best to do,
For what i really try very hard to make you proud of me,
But somehow your jokes and words really make me sad,
I really take into account of it,
Because i really care how you think of me,

Who Am I

2010-08-17T16:51:00.002+08:00

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Random

2010-08-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

The sky changing it color,
Ferries Wheel keep on rotate,
Like a cycle of life,
Couple keep on running,
Holding a hope of future,
When the sky will brighten up again,
Where it suppose to stop,
Where it the place suppose to be,

The only answer is from YOU,

Dream Forecast Future

2010-08-12T11:53:00.005+08:00

I heard some people said to me that dream is the forecast for the thing that future will happen.

Is it true?

These few day really a weird night where i dreamed some horrible and haunting dream until my tear unconsciously drop while sleeping.

How these fear feeling will haunt? Or will it be a sign of good or bad that will happen on me in future?

I not really know what going on to happen but hope it wont be a bad sign...really want to give brain have a good rest

The emptiness of the space create an insecure feeling.

God bless,
wai

Reality vs Dreaming

2010-07-23T00:37:00.004+08:00

Do you believe what you are dreaming one day will become reality?

Just watched a movie called "Inception" about how the technology bring someone to go into other person dream to build, create memory and get data in their dream as they wish.

The story was great, set design and the shooting nice without doubt.....end of the story the producer create a open ending where it make audience to think for themselves whether the main actor still living in his dream life or back to reality.

I was going to think again, if this super power technology exist in our life, what you wish to get? or what data you wish to build into your dream?

For me i think i wish to get forget and ease the pain that i being undergoing until i dont know the ending of it. I wish to build the bridge of my future which i longer for it and see the future of our life that give me a idea how to walk into the correct path. Will it be too greedy to have this?

But we are living in the reality life, we know that what we dream wont be happen in reality life or if it happen it think the percentage only have 0.001%. But some of people like me wish to dream also where dream can make all impossible thing become possible in dream and give us a hope and courage.

According to article that i read long time ago dreaming is not good for health where your brain in still working while sleeping. So don't dream too much...let your brain and mind have a good rest.

God bless,
wai

Guess guess guess

2010-07-20T16:43:00.004+08:00

Guess who is this silly person?

Hahah......funny....

sweet memories

2010-07-09T20:29:00.004+08:00

Sometime traditional ways can left a such sweet memories when you look back those cards.....

Sweet sweet......

Good bless,
wai

我要代替月亮惩罚你

2010-07-08T16:08:00.004+08:00

Do you still remember what anime you watch when childhood? I still remember when i was a children i do watched quite a lot of anime. Every weekend going out with my mum sure will stay so long time at the video shop until i get a VHS Video Cassette which recorded my favorite anime Sailormoon. I bet so many people like my age have seen this anime before.

VHS Video Cassette

This anime really popular among girl which i still remember all of my classmate gone crazier to get all the stuff related to Sailormoon from sticker, pen, toy, coloring books etc. It really a sweet and funny memories that flash back across the mind when watch back this anime.

Feel good with it.

Cheer....

Good Bless,
wai

What Lead For This

2010-07-02T17:56:00.006+08:00

Reading another sad story about artist suicide from South Korea entertainment circle. This time is Park Yong-Ha who ended his life at his home in such young age 32yrs.

I was reading an articles where South Korean has the highest suicide cases among other countries.

"South Korea has the highest suicide rate among the 30 nations in the Organization for Economic Cooperation and Development, and a number of them recently were high profile."

http://breakingnews.gaeatimes.com/2010/06/30/popular-south-korean-actor-singer-hangs-himself-in-countrys-latest-high-profile-suicide-36968/

I was wondering what really lead those person to have though to end their life? Depression might be the major cause to lead them end their life. Suicide may also be the effect of psychiatric disorders, commonly accompanied by depression or anxiety, such as generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia and all disorders of depression . In these cases, the disease is the primarily causing suicide and not the logical analysis of the individual.

We always say anyone have their own room space for their life, so did artists have? So do they have their little space of their own living without being judge by public and media? The answer might be NO, because of their public figure toward mass audience. Every act of them might become the follower of their fans. It really hard to judge artists for what stress they have, too famous will lost their privacy of life but if they lost their fame it might cause them having a hard life too. Its really a tough for artist to balance and maintain their image and life at the same time.

What happen to the society nowdays with a lot of unhappy thing happened everyday. Will suicide is a good way to ease their burden? Do they think of their family, friends and love before come to this decision? Do they regret while doing it?

Life is precious gift given by god. We must cannot choose to end it unless he want to take back from us. We apperciate and thanks for what we have.

God bless all of us....

God bless,
wai

You Think You Are Winner

2010-06-28T11:18:00.004+08:00

Now is the World Cup 2010 football season. A lot of fans crazily shouted for their favorite team and doing prediction on which team going to bring back the trophy to their home country. So Which team in your mind is this season winner? For me, i purposely go for Argentina this year although my favorite team is England and they already make their way hope in empty hand...a bit disappointed with it.

Recently our company organized a team building at Port Dickson which called SMAT woah quite similar with my favorite Japan pop band SMAP...Wuhahaha. What the reason of these team building do you think? For me i think this team building is use to get all of our colleagues know each other better, work as a team to complete tasks and to gain something new from brainstorming ideal from each group.

Although these team building divided into 4 group to challenge to win the prize. But for me winner or loser does not really a big matter. For me i think when in the group we try our best to complete the tasks that given, have a good discussion and sharing of ideas, inspire each other get know each other better. Win or lose is not the purpose of the activities, sure if win you will be happy because your idea and performance being recognize but lose you also gain a lot no matter from judges, competitor or team member and more important is you did your best. Did you?

After come back from the team building although did not win anything buy i also got some souvenir. Guess what? I have few bruising around my legs hahahah...get from those activities.. but fun with it.

cheers....

God bless,
wai

Player Console

2010-06-11T10:45:00.002+08:00

I hope I'm a player console sometime

PLAY the movie of my life
PAUSE the moment of sweetness
STOP all the sad scene
REWIND the time back to the starting point
RECORD every moment of the historical in your life
FORWARD those unhappy and unwanted black dots in our memories

unstoppable tear

2010-06-09T10:42:00.001+08:00

Watched this drama again yesterday night until my tear keep on dropping like no body. Although is an old drama, i think almost 10years time but still a nice drama.

While watching this drama, i have been think how this brother and sister will fall in love while they both still young at that time while they both don't know their real status. A sad moment arise when seeing a young cute lady who have mature thinking to get back to her real mother side while leaving her beloved switched families.

Sometime i will think cry is the way help you release stress or feeling that hiding behind yourself. I admit i love to cry and always having an emotional feeling with hiding inside my heart. I would think crying is one of the method where i use to release my stress and with the companion of good drama and music i will easily bring up my emotional.

But i always being say I'm a very tough girl where i can handle a lot of thing without help from other. Sometime i agree with it since i really not a person who love to ask help if i can handle certain thing by my own maybe i scare of bothering people life. For the friend who know me well, they will know my character which i not really tough from where they look at in front.

Life always have upside down, i always believe the god will do the rest for me while i did my best.

God bless,
wai

MayDay DNA concert 2010

2010-06-06T19:10:00.011+08:00

Almost 2year i waited for them to come over Malaysia to held concert. 050610 is a dream come true day where finally a super band Mayday to realize all their fans dream and wish to held awesome concert in Putra Stadium.

Like everyone out there im one of their fans of their music where their passion toward music never end with an awesome lyric from ah shin(vocal) and sensation power of performance always bring the best to their fans.

Did enjoyed to concert to the max till i forgot the sickness i haven't recover yet...sore throat just gone on that moment of the concert start....

Although the costume they wore is just a normal T-shirt which some of them is design in purpose for DNA concert item and compare to Taipei Xiao Ju dan concert the whole set have a bit different but i did see the handwork to bring most of the best to Malaysia stop. The 3D effect of the giant three-dimensional ball, laser light and the giant transformer robot really bring the whole concert a perfect effect.

Mayday DNA World Tour 2010 Live in Malaysia

2010-06-04T00:17:00.004+08:00

I now only noticed out i have been a while did not update my blog...whole May gone...but no worries June will be a happening month where a lot of activities...NO MAY POST BUT HAVE MAYDAY CONCERT....yahooo....i cant wait to see them coming saturday....

Sinful

2010-04-29T13:31:00.004+08:00

Evil is haunting me where i feel I'm sinful. The day before i have a big quarrel with other where i feel that i try to stand with my point and somehow evil haunting me here with i seem cant control my words that flow out to others. It will be hurt i know but i think i will be more hurt when i speaking it out.

I think every person have their point of view and their thinking. We cant control them and force them to accept what the character we is but trying to tolerance with each other. When i feel im really bad i try to be silence to every single thing where i know thing with goes more worse with our poison tongue and mouth. Things which come out from our mouth will be hurting more and more to everyone.

"It is at such time that we have to learn to hold our tongue and to remain silent. If we can’t tame our tongue, we have to take a break or go for a walk to cool off. It is much easier to control the words before the blow-up than during the explosion." (james Lau)

This is what i try practicing from secondary school till now but sometime i also still facing failures of it. We can't control people to speak but i hope i can control what i speak up

I hope god can give me strength to overcome everything i facing now with a peaceful mind. Depression and a tense feeling is strongly haunting me with many angle of my life but with the supportive from god, friends and family, everything will be fine sooner.

God Bless,
wai

Before

2010-04-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

It seem their are the changes in between,
But you don't know the causes of it,
Will it be the timing,
Will it be the different perception,
Will it be the different thinking,
Or it just a unwanted fate grow in,

I can feel the unease between it,
The feeling that i never had it before,
It seem i missing something,
Something that no longer i can find it back,

I now only can look forward,
Because i cant get back the thing that i want,
The feeling that i had before,
It time to be true to myself,
The thing in front of you eyes,

God bless,
wai

Miserable Creatures

2010-04-07T15:46:00.002+08:00

Women really a miserable creatures. Sometime she can be very happy and a minute later can be very moody and sad.

This is what to describe my emotion right now in this moment.

Something i think i dint done bad thing to others but somehow people will treat you in the way that hurt you.

I think this is what people called life. Many people told me that nowadays people use to think what benefits them before others.

I cant control how people going to judge me where all the thing is depend to them.

Lets god help out to judge me from all the thing.

God Bless,
wai

對的人

2010-03-29T22:31:00.002+08:00

愛玲-對的人

作詞：姚謙　作曲：Keith Stuart　編曲：Keith Stuart　演唱：戴愛玲/本多Ruru

你問在我心中　是否還苦惱　那次受傷　否決了愛的好
謝謝你的關照　我一切都好　一個人　不算困擾

愛雖然很美妙　卻不能為了寂寞　又陷了泥沼

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱
我相信在這個世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現在眼角

那次流過的淚　讓我學習到　如何祝福　如何轉身不要
在眼淚體會到　與自己擁抱　愛不是一種需要　是一種對照

愛雖然很美妙　卻不能為了寂寞　又陷了泥沼

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱
我相信在這個世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現在眼角

誰願意為了一份愛付出去多少　然後得到多少並不計較
當我想清楚了時候　我就算已經準備好
放手去愛　海闊天高 oh~~ya~~

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱

我相信在這個世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現在眼角

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱
我相信在這個世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現在眼角

Earth Hour 2010

2010-03-27T21:20:00.003+08:00

The view of KL tower from my house before and after of the campaign of Earth Hour 2010 to switch off the light an hour from 8.30pm - 9.30pm local time.

Turn Off Your Bulb

2010-03-27T18:48:00.004+08:00

Today our local time 8.30pm local time we will turn off our light bulb where to create awareness to protect our world from global warming.Are you going to support?

Only now i realize when stay at the biggest city, here never have shortage power supply. I think 365days it only have one day maybe just few minutes of shortage power supply.

I still remember when i was a young staying in a small town. it always have shortage of power supplier where in one week at least will have once turn off light activities which some villages in the city will out of power supplier at least 2hrs above. Furthermore the off power supply also will be noticed through our local newspaper where to inform those people who live in their village when and what time their place will be off power. I think in our small city this off light activities has been practicing since many many year ago.

So when later turn off the light on 8.30pm for an hour, it seem like become a memorable moment where can feel back the moment at hometown beside as a support to create awareness of the illness of our mother-earth.

Lets join together all of us to support no only say but in action.

God bless,
wai

Behind the story

2010-03-09T20:49:00.005+08:00

Today just browsing around the Utube to watch some cool news....what i get is now "the most hot topic in internet and paper even some taiwan reality show also imitated this person"...and this person is "犀利哥"

This guy is a vagrant who living in the corner of street in one of the city in china almost 1oys. The story is he going out from his hometwn 10yrs ago to find a good living life for their family. But sooner he disappear and lost contact with their family.

why he become famous?

cool mix and match of the color

what he dress actually almost same with the new fashion made by designer

did u think he also look same as artist....

Actually quite sad with his news also coz what a pities thing where apart from families so long time and having a life like beggar on the street. Luckily with the god help he finally can meet up with their families now. Life really unpredictable, how come someone who apart frm home to find a better living life can end up become vagrant? It also cause a curiosity of me to know what actually behind the story of these 10yrs for him? did he miss his families? why he dint go back to his home? a million question floating on my mind...but i think no matter what the answer...the more good answer is now he with his families and going to have a normal life back....

Learn to appreciate everything we have without blame. Try to learn learn learn since i think im still not good enough.....

God bless,
wai

puzzle

2010-02-11T23:56:00.004+08:00

a simple pictures bt it can bring a lot of though.....

香水有毒

2010-02-10T14:20:00.001+08:00

香水有毒 - 胡杨林

我曾经爱过这样一个男人
Wo Ceng Jing Ai Guo Zhe Yang Yi Ge Nan Ren
他说我是世上最美的女人
Ta Shuo Wo Shi Shi Shang Zui Mei De Nv Ren
我为他保留着那一份天真
Wo Wei Ta Bao Liu Zhe Na Yi Fen Tian Zhen
关上爱别人的门
Guan Shang Ai Bie Ren De Men

也是这个被我深爱的男人
Ye Shi Zhe Ge Bei Wo Shen Ai De Nan Ren
把我变成世上最笨的女人
Ba Wo Bian Cheng Shi Shang Zui Ben De Nv Ren
他说的每句话我都会当真
Ta Shuo De Mei Ju Hua Wo Du Hui Dang Zhen
他说最爱我的唇
Ta Shuo Zui Ai Wo De Chun

我的要求并不高
Wo De Yao Qiu Bing Bu Gao
待我像从前一样好
Dai Wo Xiang Cong Qian Yi Yang Hao
可是有一天你说了同样的话
Ke Shi You Yi Tian Ni Shuo Le Tong Yang De Hua
把别人拥入怀抱
Ba Bie Ren Yong Ru Huai Bao

你身上有她的香水味
Ni Shen Shang You Ta De Xiang Shui Wei
是我鼻子犯的罪
Shi Wo Bi Zi Fan De Zui
不该嗅到她的美
Bu Gai Xiu Dao Ta De Mei
擦掉一切陪你睡
Ca Diao Yi Qie Pei Ni Shui

你身上有她的香水味
Ni Shen Shang You Ta De Xiang Shui Wei
是你赐给的自卑
Shi Ni Ci Gei De Zi Bei
你要的爱太完美
Ni Yao De Ai Tai Wan Mei
我永远都学不会
Wo Yong Yuan Dou Xue Bu Hui

wake up

2010-02-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

I have being wake up with the thing that i feel im loss in somewhere else...

Wake up my mind to be more conscious and make myself more brave to face it....

I know i always hide myself when come to this situation, always give a lot of reason....

But time come and go without waiting me, earth will not stop because of me....

So i need to wake up....

Wake up to be more confident...

Wake up to be more love myself...

Wake up to be more brave and overcome it...

Devil im not afraid of U......

God bless,
wai

First drop of 2010

2010-01-25T00:45:00.003+08:00

Just sitting in front of my laptop and my tears starting to drop....i don't know the reason behind...maybe from the drama or the sorrow hidden behind my soul......my 1st drop in 2010

Somehow i can feel the loneliness while surrounding very quite........today going out with a friend and we talk about our parent. When i talk about myself, i say up that sometimes i really feel jealous for those people who have father and mother. when i shared about my story my voice slowly become so emo where i know i almost cry out but i hold it back....sometime i will think "IF" this happen in this way will this situation appear? or this kind of thing gonna happen in different way?

But reality told me their is no "IF"...things happened is happened and their is no "IF" anymore. If is only for dream the consequences that u wish.....sound me so clear minded but i also a normal human being where something also will dream some unreality things.

Maybe today topic make me a bit emotional where i felt suddenly i miss him. The one who is far away and never can say "IF". Only memories can fill those emptiness soul that you feel.

Gonna sleep for a better morning...Nite...

In Love with u...

God bless,
wai

Pray for the world, pray for Haiti

2010-01-14T13:38:00.003+08:00

Just couple weeks we stepped into 2010, natural disaster come attacked again where this time Haiti become the victim of 7.0 magnitude quake that hit Haiti's capital on Tuesday. More feared thing is the estimation of death might can reach 100,000 people...gosh....

After reading a news, my mind stuck for a while thinking how this thing gonna happen?? what happen to our mother earth? mother earth really in sick now? how we can protect our world from such incident happen again?

I did shared this news with one of the friend and he send me those link of pictures where the waterfall become ice...and the bird lost their place of living because their lake was frozen...how horrible is that..weather in the world is changing where so part of places winter become more coldest that before and some place hv a hot hot summer than before....is really a drastic changes

Lets pray for the god to save our cure our mother earth from being sick and pray for those people who have their hard time can overcome their problem.

God bless them who need help.

God bless,
wai

New Year, New Restart, New Resolution

2010-01-03T15:05:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year~~~seem it has been too late shout out...as people told me new year is over....until now i still thinking back is it now we really step into 2010.....??

Time really flies, when i try to look back a lot of flashback flashing across my mind....something happy, sad, touching etc. Last year where i hv a lot up and down, being drag by a lot of emotional feeling that can't be explained. But luckily hv a bunch of good people stay beside me, they no need to give me a comment but they willing lend me their ears to listen what im mumbling although sometime is nonsense......

So now i must be realistic that now is 2010..what the resolution on this year? as i shouted before at FB,

"hello 2010...reborn myself...where i leave the shadow of fear, regret, sadness behind and go with the light of hope and happiness"

This year i hope god will give me more strength to overcome all the obstacles where i will work hard for more better no matter in work, life, family, money etc....thanks for the sadness that make me so strong, make me more tough and grow up to face it. To let me know the life is not just like that. Learn how to let go, how to give more and how to appreciate what i have more....

Lets work hard for what we aim but at the same time also appreciate what we have and sometime look back those people hopefully we wont hurt them.....

Thanks for people who accept and love me for who i am and obey all my bad attitude....
I sorry to say to those people that hurt by me before.....

Erm...sound so kolot...but i really hope i can make it....2010 new reborn, new beginning.....

god bless,
wai

祝我生日快乐

2009-12-14T00:13:00.003+08:00

Time really flies....shouted out that im 24 now and still single and available....ahhahaa

Throughout this few year did learn, gain and lost a lot....gain a lot memories, learn a lot abt life, and lost and shed some tears and important people in life....

No matter how life still go on...

Everyday is the brand new day where a lot of thing waiting for us....

wanna wish myself happy birthday 祝我生日快乐......cheers....

god bless,
wai

29 November 2009

2009-11-30T18:46:00.003+08:00

I thought this year i will end it with a good and memorable thing...but it somehow also gv me a memorable bt is a bad memorable thing.

on this day, while i was sleeping in my room my house get break in and the theft stolen all my house laptop...total lost 3 laptop and 1 hardisc. Estimate value lost arnd 6k....while this thing happen i totally blank and stunt for a while before i can rationally ask help frm some neighbor, called police and doing reporting at the police station.

Some people say i was unlucky with incident happen on me but some say lucky coz on that time im save while they came in and take all the thing. For me, sure will feel heart pain since all my thing that and i do and memories are stored into that computer and the hardisc. But nothing more than my safety, if i go out when heard the sound, what gonna happen on me? i cant imagine what those theft gonna done with me..maybe they will attack me or kill me? So i think in some perception i think i will be very lucky.....

In these few more week coming, i think i will away frm any connection from the world...where i think can fully rest at home since i think i always sleep late...so maybe take tis time to regenerate myself with energy and look for more positive ways....

Good buy my computer and hardisc...

god bless,
wai

A Christmas Carol

2009-11-29T01:29:00.003+08:00

Today although a bit disappointed where Mid Valley havent set up the deco for Xmas but it totally wont make me sad n moody because i did watched the nice movie "A Christmas Carol"

The story begin with the old man Ebenezer Scrooge who is a bitter ad miserly moneylender who holds everything that embodies the joy and spirit of Christmas, refusing to visit his nephew for Christmas dinner and forcing to unpaid his employee Bob Cratchit to take leave for a day for his own family. Scrooge was visited by the ghost of his former business partner Jacob Marley, who died on Xmas Eve 7yrs ago where he force to receive a punishment to carrying a heavy chains which from his own greedy attitude and he warns Scrooge that he will suffer even more worse fate if he still acting in his own way and foretells him that he will be haunted by 3 spirits which will help guide him.

What the learning point in this movie?

In my perception, this movie teach us where we should not be greedy to everything that we have. although u have a lot of money, a lot of properties etc..but u lost ur identity....u act anything with counting all the benefits u will receive.....sometime we shouldnt be so greedy which only take but giving out....

This movie teaching us where they still have a hope where the world change by those greediness people where Scrooge staff Bob still blessing him on xmas eve although he treat him very bad and stingy. Its really show the other side of the world where still have people who willing to gv and wont ask for any feedback....

In this movie, its show that god given him a second chance to change his attitude and life....so how about in our real life? we might not get any clue where what thing gonna happen to us....

Be good to other and use ur true heart to treat each people.....

rating of the movie: 9/10

God bless,
wai

2012

2009-11-15T01:34:00.002+08:00

From the Director of movies such as "Independence Day" and "The Day After Tomorrow" Ronald Emmerich come out with the new film called 2012.

The Synopsis

The film begins in year 2009, when there is a huge explosion on the surface of the sun. We then see Adrian Helmsley (Chiwetel Ejiofor), an American scientist, traveling to a copper mine in India to meet his friend, who discovered that Earth's temperature is increasing rapidly. He returns to Washington D.C. and submits a report to his supervisor, who immediately takes him to the president. In 2010, we see the President of the United States tell other heads of state the situation (the world is ending) and we also see billionaires all over the world buying plane tickets for untold sums of money. In 2011 the original of The Mona Lisa in the Louvre is replaced with a decoy, and is sealed away for unknown reasons.

The story jumps ahead to 2012. Jackson Curtis (John Cusack), a divorced father who works as a limousine driver and writer, and his ex-wife, Kate Curtis (Amanda Peet), and children, Noah (Liam James) and Lily (Morgan Lily), who live with Kate's new boyfriend, Gordon (Thomas McCarthy). Jackson takes his children on a camping trip to Yellowstone, where he meets Charlie Frost, who hosts a radio segment that addresses the Mayans' prediction. Charlie mentions a map of where special ships are, but Jackson assumes he is a rambling drunk and leaves him. Kate and Gordon and in a super market buying groceries when the floor begins to crack and the supermarket is split in half. Jackson gets a call that he has to return from camping with the kids. Jackson arrives at the house and drops the kids off, and takes his limo to a job. He goes to the house of Russian billionaire Yuri Karpov. Jackson takes yuri, his children and his girlfriend to the airport. The children make cruel comments to Jackson, and as they board the plane, they mention they have tickets to board the ships and Jackson doesnt. This leads Jackson to believe Charlies story, and he rents a plane. Jackson hurrys to Kates house and picks up her, the kids, and Gordon as the house collapses and a massive earthquake begins. They drive through L.A while it is being destroyed and arrive just in time at the airport. Gordon flys the plane out of L.A, and from the sky, we see L.A being sunken into the pacific ocean. Jackson announces they have to get to Yellow stone to get the map from Charlie. They fly there and Jackson goes looking for Charlie. He finds his R.V and takes it out looking for Charlie, he finds him at the top of a hill waiting for the impact. Charlie tells Jackson where the map is and he rushes back to the R.V as a massive explosion goes off, hurtling rocks in every direction. Jackson gets to the plane and they take off for china.

The group lands in Las Vegas and they meet yuri, and yuri lets him board his plane. Las Vegas is destroyed by earthquakes and ravaged by the impeding volcanic ash cloud of Yellowstone. Yuri has 2 children and his girlfriend with him.

While in the air, the group learns that the plane does not have enough fuel to reach China: they've passed Honolulu, Hawaii, which has been inundated in lava. As they're about to ditch the plane they discover that they are no longer above the ocean: the Earth's crust has shifted thousands of miles and they are heading towards the Himalayas. During a crash landing on a glacier they manage to escape from the plane safely by using one of the luxury vehicles in cargo as a raft. The group ditches the car and a helicopter lands, they ask for tickets and yuri shows his three tickets. He goes on the helicopters with his 2 children and leaves his girlfriend and the group behind.

The group eventually find their way to the ships with the help of some locals and are smuggled aboard with the help of a Buddhist monk and a construction worker. Gordon dies as they board. Tsunamis begin to engulf the Indian peninsula, and a giant wave eventually reaches the ships, which turn out to be arks constructed to save the heads of state, hand-picked individuals chosen to repopulate the earth and the rich elite, who could afford to buy tickets. A massive flood is heading towards the ship, and due to a wire left by Jackson in the ships gate, the gate isnt able to close, and the engines arent able to start. Jackson manages to get the gates closed just in time, and the ships cruise off. A title appears that says Day 27 Month 01 Year 01. The group is living on the ark, and Jackson and Kate seem to have gotten back together. The captain of the ship learns that Africa was able to miss catastrophe and is safe to venture too. The ship heads for Africa, and a view from space shows all continents and moved together and are in the shape of Africa.

Source: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1190080/synopsis

After watched this film, it gv me some thought, at first the movie use to create awareness to all the people to protect our world from those disaster. This story tell us how the world is destroyed by the human being activities for economy and growing purpose.

Other from that, it also highlight the gap between those wealth and poor in the world. In this drama we can see that those who rich can get their ticket to the ship, so how about the people who not afford? This show us the power of those wealthy person in the society.

These movie also show the love where we can see the relationship of father and son like Adrian and Harry. How sad when the father and son who cant meet each other while they soon will be apart by the disaster and Tony who cant listen and talked to his son for the last time. It really a touching moment when i hearing the conversation between them.

In my own opinion, this movie is nice where it will really create awareness to society to hand in hand protect our world but it also create the panic among people where they will feel it really happen in 21 dec 2012.

Anyways, although it only a movie/film, hope it really educated us to love our world more and go for green to proctect our lovely and most peaceful world.

God bless all of us and the world from those disaster and war. Lets us pray together.

rating of the film 7/10

god bless,
wai

7 sign if he into you

2009-11-13T13:45:00.002+08:00

Found something interesting in the article in Yahoo.

#1. He Calls/Texts at the Right Time

It's good when a guy texts/calls any time, any day. And subject matter should range from date ideas to insignificant things like the fact that he found a $10 bill on the sidewalk on the way to work.

#2. He Wants to See You... a Lot

I'll try to see a girl as often as I can when I'm into her. Even though I'm a certified expert in the art of laziness, I overcome my desire to sleep or do nothing in those critical early moments of the relationship. My priorities change from Ramen, Wikipedia, and TV to wine bars, walks, and dinners.

#3. You Pass the Distance Test

It seems this always happens: You meet someone you like, you hang out for a few weeks, and then a holiday or business trip interrupts. So, instead of riding the momentum of the sparks, you must brave that week apart. Will things be the same afterwards? Will you communicate?

If I'm into a girl, time away intensifies my desire to communicate and I anticipate seeing her again -- and I definitely contact her while we are apart. If I'm not into her, she is easily dismissed from my thoughts when we are apart.

#4. You Stack Up Against the Things He Loves to Do

I never thought I'd see the day when guys in our Ravens football watching group would not only show up with a girl, but they'd also miss some of the game because of morning brunch. Yikes! But that's exactly what one of my friends is doing now. I would struggle to sacrifice Ravens time, but when I'm into a girl, she is on the same plane as the things I'm passionate about.

#5. He Finds a Way to Make Time for You

Some people love work, but I would be discouraged if someone worked instead of spending time with me in the first few weeks of a relationship. Even when work needs to be done, I'll find a way to get it done and see the girl. When I'm not into her, I might use the work as an excuse to avoid her.

#6. You See His Other Side

I'm a goofball. People wonder how I'll ever meet someone. They don't understand that the right girl will see the other side of me: serious, behaved, deep, thoughtful, and respectful. When I'm into a girl, I never say anything obnoxious in front of her... at least until I know she likes me. When I'm not into a girl, I'll just act like an idiot with my friends -- almost as if she isn't there.

#7. You Have Down Time Together

If I'm into her, the time we spend just hanging out is the best -- I imagine sun-drenched mornings lying in bed, making breakfast, enjoying "Saved by The Bell" episodes together, and other low-key moments. But if I'm not into a girl, I'll leave her place, or "encourage" her to leave my place instead of hanging out.

Sources:
http://dating.personals.yahoo.com/singles/datingtips/88570/dating-tips-7-signs-hes-serious-about-you/

So did he really into u? Does it happen in ur life now?.....

god bless,
wai

TVB 42nd Anniversary Award Official Nomination List

2009-11-06T11:27:00.003+08:00

TVB 42nd Anniversary Award Official Nomination List

BEST ACTOR (TV King)
Bowie Lam - The Gem of Life
Joe Ma - When Easterly Showers Fall on the Sunny West
Michael Miu - E.U
Wayne Lai - Rosy Business
Steven Ma - Sweetness In the Salt
Kevin Cheng - Burning Flames III
Wong He - Burning Flames III
Bosco Wong - Burning Flames III
Chin Ka Lok - A Bride for a Ride
Dayo Wong - You're Hired
Roger Kwok - D.I.E Again
Damien Lau - In the Chamber of Bliss
Moses Chan - Beyond the Realm of Conscience
Gallen Lo - Born Rich

BEST ACTRESS (TV Queen)
Maggie Siu - The Gem of Life
Gigi Lai - The Gem of Life
Ada Choi - The Gem of Life
Teresa Mo - Off Pedder
Liza Wang - When Easterly Showers Fall on the Sunny West
Kathy Chow - In the Chamber of Bliss
Sheren Tang - Rosy Business
Myolie Wu - Burning Flames III
Sonjia Kwok - D.I.E Again
Charmaine Sheh - Beyond the Realm of Conscience
Tavia Yeung - Beyon the Realm of Conscience
Anita Yuen - Born Rich
Jamie Chik - Born Rich
Kenix Kwok - Born Rich

BEST SUPPORTING ACTOR
Elliot Ngok Wah - The Gem of Life
Kenny Wong - The Gem of Life
Stephen Au - Off Pedder
Tsui Wing - Off Pedder
Michael Tse - E.U
Joel Chan - E.U
Ron Ng - Rosy Business
Pierre Ngo - Rosy Business
Raymond Wong - Sweetness In the Salt
Derek Kwok - D.I.E Again
Evergreen Mak - The Stew of Life
Dominic Lam - In the Chamber of Bliss
Kenneth Ma - Born Rich
Ram Chiang - Beyond the Realm of Conscience

BEST SUPPORTING ACTRESS
Linda Chung - The Gem of Life
Elanne Kong - E.U
Susan Tse - Rosy Business
Kiki Sheung - Rosy Business
Kara Hui - Rosy Business
Nancy Wu - Rosy Business
Joyce Tang - Just Love II
Aimee Chan - Burning Flames III
Fala Chen - The Stew of Life
Christine Ng - The Stew of Life
Angela Tong - In the Chamber of Bliss
Susanna Kwan - Beyond the Realm of Conscience
Michelle Yim - Beyond the Realm of Conscience
Mary Hon - Beyond the Realm of Conscience
Selena Li - Beyond the Realm of Conscience

MOST IMPROVED ACTOR
Johnson Lee - Just Love II, The Stew of Life
Pierre Ngo - Rosy Busines, Sweetness In the Salt
Raymond Wong - When Easterly Showers Fall on the Sunny West, Sweetness In the Salt, ICAC Investigators 2009
Raymond Chiu - Off Pedder
Jim Tang - Off Pedder

MOST IMPROVED ACTRESS
Queenie Chiu - The Gem of Life, Off Pedder, You're Hired
Koni Lui - You're Hired
Janet Chow - The Gem of Life, King of Snooker, A Bride for a Ride
Sharon Chan - Pages of Treasures, Born Rich
Aimee Chan - Off Pedder, E.U., Burning Flames III

MY FAVORITE MALE CHARACTER
Moses Chan - The Gem of Life
Bowie Lam - The Gem of Life
Kenny Wong - The Gem of Life
Michael Miu - E.U
Michael Tse - E.U
Kenneth Ma - Man In Charge
Wayne Lai - Rosy Business
Steven Ma - Sweetness In the Salt
Wong He - Burning Flames III
Chin Ka Lok - A Bride for A Ride
Dayo Wong - You're Hired
Roger Kwok - D.I.E Again
Kevin Cheng - Beyond the Realm of Conscience
Ray Lui - Born Rich
Gallen Lo - Born Rich

MY FAVORITE FEMALE CHARACTER
Maggie Siu - The Gem of Life
Ada Choi - The Gem of Life
Teresa Mo - Off Pedder
Kathy Chow - E.U.
Sheren Tang - Rosy Business
Charmaine Sheh - You're Hired
Sonjia Kwok - D.I.E Again
Louise Lee See Kei - The Stew of Life
Fala Chen - The Stew of Life
Christine Ng - The Stew of Life
Charmaine Sheh - Beyond the Realm of Conscience
Tavia Yeung - Beyond the Realm of Conscience
Anita Yuen - Born Rich
Jamie Chik - Born Rich
Kenix Kwok - Born Rich

Wondering Why now day the nomination list of those Best Actor and Best Actress have 15 name of each categories to compete for 1 award....If not mistaken last time the nomination max only 7 name who compete for the award.....

Who is ur best actor and actress?? lets wait to see who can grab this award back home....

to be continue....

god bless,
wai

你为什麼说谎

2009-11-06T11:16:00.001+08:00

Song: 你为什麼说谎 (Why Did You Lie)
Artist: 叮噹

这次我走开
zhe ci wo zou kai
再没有话要说出来
zai mei you hua yao shuo chu lai
我不想再期待走下去
wo bu xiang zai qi dai zou xia qu
还能多精彩
hai neng duo jing cai
我不了解你怎能心安
wo bu liao jie ni zen neng xin an
也抓不住你的倔强
ye zhua bu zhu ni de jue qiang
可是我知道你
ke shi wo zhi dao ni
你为什么说谎
ni wei shen mo shuo huang

你说你还在
ni shuo ni hai zai
一分一秒也没走开
yi fen yi miao ye mei zou kai
我想留在这里
wo xiang liu zai zhe li
可是这一切已太晚
ke shi zhe yi qie yi tai wan
我不能再像从前一样
wo bu neng zai xiang cong qian yi yang
为我们的明天疯狂
wei wo men de ming tian feng kuang
你不必解释你为什么说谎
ni bu bi jie shi ni wei shen mo shuo huang

Chorus
你不能说我没有爱过
ni bu neng shuo wo mei you ai guo
说我没等过难过
shuo wo mei deng guo nan guo
我也想说
wo ye xiang shuo
也许能重来我却还是沉默
ye xu neng chong lai wo que hai shi chen mo
你一直问我的心到底在不在
ni yi zhi wen wo de xin dao di zai bu zai
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失爱
wen wo zen neng bu yi han jiu diu shi ai
而我的泪
er wo de lei
怎么就流下来
zen mo jiu liu xia lai

Repeat from beginning

你一直问我的心到底在不在
ni yi zhi wen wo de xin dao di zai bu zai
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失爱
wen wo zen neng bu yi han jiu diu shi ai
而我的泪怎么就流下来
er wo de lei zen mo jiu liu xia lai

The Greedies

2009-10-15T15:39:00.001+08:00

The Greedies

Words by Karen Rupprecht

Music by Pam Minor

My dictionary says that the meaning of greed…

Is wanting, and taking, much more than you need.

If you take huge helpings, the food is delicious,

Then people after you get empty dishes.

Chorus:

You’ve got the greedies, you’ve got the greedies.

You’re suffering from greed.

You’ve got the greedies, you’ve got the greedies.

You take more than you need.

When things are offered and you take too many…

That means that others may not get any.

If you want too many …clothes, shoes, and stuff…

You’ve got the greedies and enough is enough.

Chorus

One outfit at a time is all one body can wear.

Look down at your feet- you only have one pair!

My cure for “the greedies” …{take one dose today}

Don’t buy more “somethings”, give some things away

Chorus

Found this children's song and it special dedicated to special person name Greedies....

下一站，幸福

2009-10-07T10:53:00.004+08:00

Just watched da 1st episode of 下一站，幸福 a romance idol drama which recently aired in TW. Feel great of the drama and cant wait it to broadcast the remain episode. The new line up of fresh pairing of artist make a good start where it different from other idol drama in TW where usually always using that certain or artist like Joe Chen, Rannie Yang, Show Lou etc...

VanNess in this drama really gv me a lot of surprise where his acting skill really improve a lot compare to last time when he acted in Meteor Garden 1 & 2.....did see him did put a lot of effort on it......good job...

Title: 下一站，幸福 / Xia Yi Zhan, Xing Fu / Autumn's Concerto / Next Stop, Happiness

Cast:
Ady An
Van Ness Wu
Tiffany Xu
Chris Wu
Figaro Ceng

Synopsis:
Ren Guang Xi, a cocky law student, seems to lead the perfect life. He's the sole successor to a huge and famous business and a talented ice hockey player. But in reality, his lonely life lacks joy, laughter and motivation. That is until he meets Liang Mu Chen, the new bento seller at his school canteen. Although orphaned at a young age, Mu Chen does not let her past affect her and lives life with great passion and determination. A harmless bet brings the two together and Guang Xi slowly changes as Mu Chen teaches him how to give and love. Tragedy strikes when Guang Xi suddenly has to go through a major brain surgery which causes him to lose his memory. His mother begs Mu Chen to leave him and the latter has no choice but to do so. Little does she know that she already has Guang Xi's child.

Six years pass. Mu Chen lives a quiet life with her young son in the countryside while Guang Xi is now a successful lawyer and is engaged to He Yi Qian, the kind and beautiful doctor who took care of him after his surgery. A strangely familiar piano piece stirs Guang Xi's heart as he struggles to recall his past romance with Mu Chen. How will the couple make up for six years of lost time? Happiness, which stop do I alight at?

credit: http://asianuniverse.net/forums/TW_M_Autumn_s_Concerto_t188462.html

god bless,
wai

fun fun fun

2009-09-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

My Family

2009-09-16T19:58:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday! 15th September

2009-09-15T00:02:00.002+08:00

I really thank god for the special day where a special person in my life born.....become of him, he bring create a small small me and bring to this world.....

In this special day, i really wish i can celebrate once with you but in my memories seem dont have this moment....

I wont be sad because of this where i always go visit u when i get home.....always talk to u when i feel sad....i know u hearing me and blessed me with ur power in ur hand......

Here i really want to say thank you and say i really love you so much....

Happy Birthday to my lovely dad.....really miss ur smile a lot....

god bless,
wai

Funny, adventure, silly day....

2009-09-13T00:01:00.004+08:00

Itinerary of the evening....

Lunch with relative at MV -> Canceled
Orbiting ->closed
Look Out Point -> Ampang Point
Western Food -> Korean Food
Movie -> Success

Today i suppose my day filled with full of activities but suddenly morning my relative nt free to lunch with me so day time i get chance rest at home before continue with our evening activities.
My fren come to my house fetch me around 5pm together with her fren Jovien (dunno spelling correctly or not). So we go to Titiwangsa where heard that their is an activity called Orbiting where people like an hamster playing inside the ballon got water and dry place one... but when we reach there.....1st disappointed where those worker already finished pack all the thing and going back...that mean we can play it....

So we go our second thing where Alice wish to dinner at Look Out Point at hulu langat....but the thing is 3 girls in the car dont knw direction to go....so me and jovien take out the phone and call help for direction....although at 1st we go quite smoothly but we end up lost in the between cheras and ampang.....gosh....i been there before but i dont knw direction to go...coz last time is night time go and the driving person is not me and i hv no idea abt any direction to go too......Finally we ended up our dinner at the Ampang Business shop lot where there have a lot of korean food shop and mart there.....after dinner v did walk arnd the mart and grab some korean thing also.....doing shopping at mart.

Next pit stop, we went to KLCC to FINAL DESTINATION 4 which this is my 2nd time watched it. 1st time almost 70% i dint watch where i too scared and mind nt concentrate at all. So reach walk a while before go cinema get the tickets we bought online then go into cinema....funny thing gonna happen again, i think is me confuse again so we go into a wrong cinema room which suppose is cinema 1 and v go cinema 10 plus i go to the place we though is ours and i say "excuse me, you are sitting our place" what the shame thing i did...omg.....after figure out we went to wrong cinema room quickly we go out and look for correct cinema room....but today i think wan to gv a thumb to myself becoz i did finished watch the movei without any scarf cover my eyes.....

Overall my rating of the day is 8/10....very enjoying going out with my fren and get to knew some new friend...nice to meet her..she really funny and awesome.....cheerss.......

me and korean ice kacang mallow ice-cream taste a bit sweet

me, alice and Jovien

me n best fren alice...muack

Our food

gonna stop at here lol....

god bless,
wai

Fun and silly thing

2009-09-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

Nice lunch

2009-09-11T17:37:00.003+08:00

hv a nice and reasonable price for lunch at Santini KLCC

Grilled Chicken

清清同乐会

2009-09-11T17:31:00.003+08:00

super busy all coll nw playing with the new software that we found...hahah

i hvnt got time to fully play it yet...

River Bang

2009-09-10T22:00:00.004+08:00

Standing at the river bang,
You know now their is the distant in between,
That you cant make a cross on it no matter how hard,

I know this the big obstacles that need to overcome,
To lead to the new path of life,

I know life just cant stand and wait,
Because it only drag you behind others who moving to the same path,

I know people need to move on no matter how heavy the footstep is,

So face it bravely,
Sure can overcome it,

god bless,
wai

silence night

2009-09-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

when i look above the sky,
no stars shining at all,
outside the road with hv a lot lights,
but no car passing by,
what a silence night,

i start wondering again when i can see shining stars again?

what a lonely and silence night...like a death city....
god did u heard me?
i believe u do....

god bless,
wai

warm care

2009-09-03T10:32:00.002+08:00

just came back frm holiday at hmtwn recently....thanks a lot for my cousin who fetch me go here n there...my fren who take time come out with me.....this journey go back i did visit my love new house since moved in july where he is the 1st person i go see when i stepped out frm airport

while at hmtwn i did receive a lot of care frm family although mum them dont knw wat happen to me but they seem silence support me frm the back...pray for me etc...i even receive a text msg frm pal frm US where suddenly send me a msg to encourage me....really amazing, santa told him as he told me....waoh....

although nw back frm work i did rev some warm care frm coll which i think somehow they wish me more happy to face my life....(my thought only).....but anyway thanks them a lot.....

i think life should goes on although how sad u are.....

I want to be happy go luck again...no more sorrow, no more sadness...pray hard for it....

Wai will be back again soon....

to be continue...

god bless,
wai

280909 6.45am

2009-08-28T06:44:00.002+08:00

Really feel angry with myself recently....why i born to torture myself......on this moment i feel very sorry for my mum n dad for not be good for myself.....

outside started raining heavily..suppose is a best time to sleep but somehow now i sit in front of this laptop n starting to write out my feeling on this moment.....

yesterday go watched "orphan" with my colleagues after work...this movie suppose a horror movie....its true my on that moment my mind can away from those matter....bt im just not really focus on that movie although is a nice movie.....some moment mind was flow out frm watching it....

24hrs later i will be on airport to take plane fly back to hmtwn....i hope this short trip will really gb me energy to face what i have now, this moment......

god bless,
wai

Thunder Storm in Heart

2009-08-27T08:01:00.004+08:00

Early in this morning, my mind still cant stop of a lot thing stuck....shit....i admit that i cry hardly at the mid-night and cant get sleep again.....

So today my eyes was bloated like panda....

as people say beer can wash away sadness but somehow now i hope later in my mocha latte it have a syrup that can wash away not only my sadness but my bad memories away...don't forget my bloated eyes too...

God i hope you can hear what i confess toward u...and whisper to my love one of the life.....

Really hope i can bravely handle and sort out all the thing with max laughter and min tear and pain....

God bless,
wai

good weekend and P.S I love You

2009-08-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

today dint go anywhere just stay at home resting....while saturday night finally finished watched P.S I Love You which it released on 2007 but now i only watch it after heard frm a friend of mine....

The story begin with the happy couple which is Gerry and Holly who is sweet but sometime also hv argument with their point of view toward life....but thing totally change when Gerry die of cancer and Holly need to continue her living without her husband....the main actress need to face her life and career which without her husband...but thing change when on her 30th bday when she receive a cake and a tape of cassete which got words delivery by her husband to guide her to start a new life....

This movie took me few day to finished since i scare i will drag into emotional with the story but my mission was failed also which i also cry in the ending of the story.....this story consist a lot of flash back which Holly always think back every sweet moment with her husband Gerry while reading every single letter which wrote by him before he deceased.....

So, what i did today (sunday)....oppss can consider nothing lol...haha...wake up in the noon time then eat, watch drama, surfing net, read book, take a nap, this only the thing i did in whole evening...but i did start to do my knitting again which i learn something new frm aunt yesterday out.....but need to continue again when my next visit coz is a new thing for me and i dont knw how to do for the next step....

gona stop at here and get ready for blue monday.....

countdown 6days to go....

god bless,
wai

Im not a MAID

2009-08-13T20:58:00.003+08:00

PLS ppl out there im not a MAID!!!

If you need a help i can do my best help but please make sure the thing you request is complete and decide before ask people....but not after i help you check, check, check, then...recheck recheck the same thing.....then end up nothing.....

do you really thing im so free sit in front of my laptop then wait for your instruction...you dint pay me i don't hv purpose to do so if i don't want.....

i just don't really impress of this type of thing not make sure the thing of u want but ask ppl waste their time help them check and check....your daughter and son is very valuable until dont want disturb them but other people son and daughther you think they very free and can let u pull here and there.....

I hope it will be last time and wont happen again.....i scare i day i get mad and will shoot you dont know go where....

after realease everything will be fine...cheers.....

god bless,
wai

office风云

2009-08-01T18:21:00.002+08:00

recently a lot of funny and ridiculous thing happened and i found out my coll wrote this in his msn pm

"office风云- rules no.1 - 一定要一起吃lunch; no.2 - 一定要讲大家听得明白的东西; no.3 - 不能有小组织"

translation

"office Fengyun - rules no.1 - must work together to eat lunch; no.2 - definitely want to understand what we hear; no.3 - not a small organization"

i found out this is the ridiculous thing to do that...how can people to do that? everyone hv their right to choose....i think this is the 1st time i heard something like this in my life so far...everyday funny...everyday unexpected, everyday happening.....

what will be in the next??
let us wait and see....

god bless,
wai

Newscaster nowdays

2009-07-30T13:56:00.003+08:00

Newscaster always give me an impression which look elegant, knowledgeable and professional feeling. But after watching the way of new generation of reporting news from one of the station in korea it really change my mind....i just dont understand the concept they using to grab the audience...maybe it will be a good way to achieve a high rating but it not a good way to educate people from my point of view....

how this type of broadcasting style influence our child and new generation of people? i think for long term it will might become a big influence in the society and to those children who watching this news...the attention of mass is not toward the contents of the news anymore but is the body figure of the broadcaster.....

Our great Director

2009-07-27T16:42:00.003+08:00

For the first time to get know this director is from our movie called "Sepet"....and those petronas ads.....
get impress of what she did where she really gv the movie industry a hope to success and gv a lot of new idea for our next generation....

but some how now she left us too sudden.....but no matter how Yasmin Ahmad will be our great director forever and her good movie will always accompany us....

rest in peace....

Below is one of the ads that under the hand of her.. called "Tan Hong Ming"....great ads ever...

god bless,
wai

SAM sing K section

2009-07-27T16:17:00.004+08:00

our company have sing k section in RedBox Plus recently to farewell our colleagues from Asmd who stay here whole week with us.....

swear date

2009-07-14T14:23:00.006+08:00

PlS CLICK IN THE PIC TO VIEW THE CONVERSATION

wohoo.....tis funny....our coming bday girl JULY swear at our chat room to prove her words where she will attend the dinner on 30th july 2009.....

u make many empty promise redi...hahaha...

waiting tat day coming lol.....

goat story

2009-07-14T00:19:00.004+08:00

tis is the conversation based on the nice story of pic below.....

wai says: ur pic of tat goat look cute
songleong says: cute oh, very clean leh just like a doll
wai says: it look nice, the flur is nice...
songleong says: oh yes, he just want to eat grass outside the gate ha ha...funny...grass inside is the same
wai says: sure fun..like male...outside grass more nicer...
songleong says: ha ha ha.... oh yes... nice explanation

what do u think so?

* i hv a copyright it this story....hehehe

dangerous mid-night

2009-07-05T04:32:00.005+08:00

3.30 am in the morning i still awake in front of my laptop watching drama while hearing some sound...i though it was a gun shooting sound since it so loud n got siren sound coming in....but wat i guess at 1st was wrong....got fire.....

gosh.... house burning just beside our condo where i stay...waoh...i really heavy and embark very fast....where the fire almost go to our condo side......so all of the resident in our block included me also going down to the condo....so many gas tin was exploit causing the fire getting more and more high.....not only fireman helping to put down the fire bt our guard also gv a help where the fire was burning one of the trees which very near to our condo.....

it take around 1 1/2 hrs to put dwn the fire and it seem that fireman also having a problem with no enough water supply where tat place is seem dont hv station water pile and all the water is come from the bomba cars.....

after see all the fire also been put down all the neighboors and residents also went back to their house...i heard frm my opposite neigboor say their window was broken by the heat of the fire....it was pity thing..luckily nothing happen to our hs....hope also nothing lost of life in this fire....god bless all

ok...i just want to have a good sleep later on....

god bless,
wai

hair

2009-06-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

today i finally go to cut my hair since last cut almost 2month ago......

suddenly i flash back a words that been say from one of my fren about cutting hair....as the story he told me is for those having exam is not good to cut their hair....

but for me i hv a different perception toward it....i think cut hair is like cutting away those unhappy and sadness....the new hair will grow be more nutrition to replace those old hair.....it also like our life....try to forget those unhappy thing and look forward all the happiness coming......i hope this hairstyle will really bring a lot of happiness to me.....

by the way, this few day i hope to meet someone in dream...bt too bad this thing wont be happen....i cant meet the person i wish in my dream...when only i can c the smile of it again....hope tonight when i close my eye i will see it.....

good night world.....

god bless,
wai

Happy Father Day's~~

2009-06-19T10:25:00.003+08:00

Father day's is around the corner...only left 2 more days to go....so how u gonna to celebrate it with ur dad?? or anything that u want to say....some people very shy in front of their dad when many thing people not dare to talk to dad compare mum coz dad always gv ppl feeling strict, fierce etc....so why not take a chance of this festive to talk something that deep in ur heart long time to ur dad...or something that u wish to say bt never have the chance to communicate with him.....

This festive let me flash back my old memories?? i thinking hard did i celebrate father's day before with my beloved dad....the answer is NO.....when i was in young age i never celebrate father's day with my dad...i dont even remember did i draw a card for him?? i think i did before when i was in a kindergarten....bt when i start to know more he left us behind go to far far place that i cant reach...what a pity thing sometime will think i never have once or chance to celebrate father's day with dad....i still remember one yr when i was in training and running an event of father's day.....seeing those people with their father make me feel jealous....bt i dint blame anyone or god....since i know no matter how dad will still looking, bless and protecting me.....

For this so meaningful festive, i wish all the father a very father's day and for those children, please love your dad and communicate with them as now they with you right now.....

i also want to say DAD Happy Father's Day and I LOVE YOU.....

god bless,
wai

unknown

2009-06-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

today feel that i really become dont know about myself....mum n sis them going back to hometown for work coz school holiday going to end so they need to go back prepare resume of class....

so come back me myself at here....going to buy thread and starting to do knitting back...coz recently working life quick hectic and i hv no enought rest at all....

while reach hm....msn call with one of fren at oversea...i dont knw izit it has been many month nt seeing each other or become far away...i can really feel that got a gap between us....not like old time that v use to talk many things...but somehow now i feel i just dont want to talk....maybe is my problem...or the prospect or point of view become different.....i hope it wont drag so long time....

recently my emotion really unstable....where i easily get emo to something that maybe a small small little thing in my life....health problem also mkae me become more worry...hope i will become a heathly baby back.....i just like always sick this yrs....almost a month wil went for doc once, or minor minor ill...plus recently weather at here really bad have a lot of haze...neighbour country got open burning where have more than 90+ hot spot while our country got 50+....it really worse where it can easily make ppl sick...and also the world worry abt is H1N1 virus that spread arnd the world now....may god bless us where the world will be free from virus and all ppl will stay healthy....

i also hope i will be fine soon....bless that i can overcome all the tough situation....

to be continue...

god bless,
wai

sing k

2009-06-04T22:27:00.001+08:00

omg...i think i really need practice more in my editing...become very lousy already....
need space of improvement....

enjoy this....

Malaysia Got Talent

2009-06-04T18:03:00.002+08:00

Below video are the contestant of our new Malaysia Got Talent competition wuhahaha.....there are the winner who crowded as dancing king MR. ALYSTER and singing queen MS. LILY....

enjoy it......

random things

2009-06-04T09:19:00.004+08:00

today really can feel the headache...mind totally cant thing out.....yesterday night was fun where few colleagues go to sing k after work....non-stop music 4hrs....n non-stop eating..wahahaha....

yesterday king of mic is our alyster which hold the mic whole night...every single song also know how to sing de....jz dont knw which song he dont knw...de maybe tangaloc song he might not know...wahahaha

going back home get to receive a msg frm lovely Elaine....yohoo.....she get designed a new banner for my blog....woah....i quite like it..which is simple bt nice..like me.....hahahaha

thanks her for a such nice banner.....muack muack......

nw jz cant wait to hv holiday....where i can on leave soon....yohoo......i seem like long time dint really hv enough rest bt many of my fren say i always on holiday....haiz.....

stop here lol..start to work.....

to be continue.....

god bless,
wai

Change

2009-05-11T18:10:00.003+08:00

world turning without stop,
time running without pause,
people growing without turning back,
every thing keep on moving without waiting,
me also changing without looking back.....
.
.
.
.
.
will it be a good solution?

i really hope it will.....

tarot card

2009-04-17T14:53:00.002+08:00

today coll bring a tarot card to play with us...so when to my turn starting to repeating the question that i want to ask side shuffle the card......
then my coll arrange it out for me and explain it out each card meaning....

overall of the explanations is quite accurate which i think it really give me an answer how im going to do next....coz it really bothering and annoying me for some time ago.....

bt it say this only can ask thing between 3-6 months...so i dont what will happening last or future??no one can give an accurate answer for it....

so will the thing that im going to do will affect the whole situation...??

hope i really c the path that show me where to i go and continue my journey with happiness....

god bless,
wai

W.H.Y

2009-04-13T16:09:00.001+08:00

i don't know what my mind think....
i don't know what should i do....
i don't know what to make my tired away....
i don't know when the flu will away from me...
i just don't know why....

PLS HELP ME

masterpiece

2009-04-05T20:06:00.002+08:00

today i finally get done my 1st masterpiece bear which use as a gift for a fren whom far away from me.....although knw him nt so long time but i think he will really can become my such got pal fren.....

when sewing those part of the body of this bear my mind fully concentrate where i it really dont hv any time to thing other thing....want in mind is only want to finish this bear...although heart dont knw why pain for something....i think knitting now become one of my favorite pass time where i can fully concentrate to do something that i like and can learn how to be patient and claim down my soul....

to be continue...

good bless,
wai

Secret Love

2009-04-04T22:06:00.002+08:00

Album: 暗恋 Secret Love

Z-Chen 张智成 - 暗恋 (secret love)

四目交接的时候不要停留太久
sì mù jiāo jiē de shí hou bù yào tíng liú tài jiǔ
适可而止的问候关心不能太过
kuò kě ér zhǐ de wèn hòu guān xīn bù néng tài guò
好奇也别去探索嫉妒只能深锁
hào qí yě bié qù tàn suǒ jí dù zhǐ néng shēn suǒ
如果忍不住寂寞也不能对你说
rú guǒ rěn bu zhù jì mò yě bù néng duì nǐ shuō

啊好朋友啊我的好朋友
ā hǎo péng you ā wǒ de hǎo péng you
不小心的沉默不能让你太难过
bù xiǎo xīn de chén mò bù néng ràng nǐ tài nán guò

* 我们就站在落地窗的两边
* wǒ men jiù zhàn zài luò dì chuāng de liǎng biān
就算触碰也有了界限
jiù suàn chù pèng yě yǒu le jiè xiàn
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
rú guǒ kuà yuè guò bǐ cǐ nà dào biān jiè
是靠近还是更遥远
shì kào jìn hái shì gèng yáo yuǎn

相信我们走到另一个境界
xiāng xìn wǒ men zǒu dào lìng yī ge jìng jiè
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
dā jiān gāo chàng yǒu yì wàn wàn suì
要是我爱你变成了语言
yào shì wǒ ài nǐ biàn chéng le yǔ yán
什么会多一些什么会少一些
shén me huì duō yī xiē shén me huì shǎo yī xiē

就让别人去猜测我们清白的很
jiù ràng bié rén qù cāi cè wǒ men qīng bái de hěn
就让自己去承受那种清白的闷
jiù ràng zì jǐ qù chéng shòu nà zhǒng qīng bái de mēn
就算我只是朋友能不能有要求
jiù suàn wǒ zhǐ shì péng you néng bù néng yǒu yāo qiú
如果你发生什么还是我想太多
rú guǒ nǐ fā shēng shén me hái shì wǒ xiǎng tài duō

啊好朋友就只是好朋友
ā hǎo péng you jiù zhǐ shì hǎo péng you
不小心说出口微笑中藏着难过
bù xiǎo xīn shuō chū kǒu wēi xiào zhōng cáng zhe nán guò

Repeat *

你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
nǐ huì bu huì yě céng shǎn guò zhè gǎn jué
一念之间就要差一点
yī niàn zhī jiān jiù yào chā yī diǎn
要是我爱你变成了利剑
yào shì wǒ ài nǐ biàn chéng le lì jiàn
什么会被消灭什么才会复原
shén me huì bèi xiāo miè shén me cái huì fù yuán

那是我的底线继续将你暗恋
nà shì wǒ de dì xiàn jì xù jiāng nǐ àn liàn

end

this song really bring meaningful when u knw the lyric it seem tell the story of most people who have secret love....or someone that close to u.....

Unknown Illness

2009-04-03T15:11:00.002+08:00

last few day while im sick at home...get read an article about depression....it say some signification about the person who might have depression.....after reading up that articles i felt that i hit almost 3/5 of the sign of person who have depression..my feeling is just gosh...am i really hv depression? as the article say depression now become 3rd killer in the world....i a bit agree with this point since i read a lot of news where people suicide and end their life....like last year which happened many cases of suicide in entertainment circle in Korea.

sometimes this thing also happen in me where sometime my emotional will changed without reason also...and sometime i also will over thinking of something that might wont be happen also....thus i once get told this to my fren whether im really into this illness or not.....maybe talking to someone that u trust or close to you is one of the way how to release yourself from stress and over thinking...i think depression now really become common thing among people....

today i really feel that im out of mind...i don't know what im really thinking of it....heart feel uneasy with something that i also don't know reason WHY....laughing among coll maybe is one of the way to swipe me away of this feeling...but still i still feel bad about it...am i too stubborn to let something go?? i think ya maybe this is really my weakness where always make myself suffer from that....

weekend is coming hope can enjoy it well....

to be continue...

god bless,
wai

A Big April Fool....

2009-04-01T20:24:00.003+08:00

Today is april fool...did u get trick by ur fren or coll.....erm today i really have a bad trick....wake up already headache....but think is ok still can go for work....so my breakfast today dint buy at bus station there instead i go to the stall at my working place there....

bought a plate of dim sum and a bun as my breakfast...wat a big fool after having those breakfast....starting nt feeling well and vomit couple of times...haiz....cant tahan of it then take half day mc to go visit doctor....

waiting for doctor come back from lunch almost half and hour at the clinic there....once doctor come back nurse called my name and get inside the room....wat the doctor always ask..."what the problem?"...then i blah blah blah told him all.....so he ask me want to take injection or not after examination....i reply with no since i hate injection....so he jz gv me some medicine and leave to rest at home.....

what to do..need to eat those medicine according to doctor...so later will hv a milo and few slice of biscuit as my dinner before take those medic....

This a Big April Fool i hv this year.....

stop here....

god bless,
wai

Be Brave, Be Free, Be Yourself

BLANK

1st anniversary

Christmas Letter to Santa

You Are The Apple Of My Eye <那些年，我們一起追的女孩>

TRUST

哭不出来

Good News vs Bad News

Mask

Get Closer

Best Friend

Messy Puzzles

30th Hong Kong Film Awards

Is YOU!!!

Fake Smile

Prayer

True Love

ROBOT

heavy feeling

Happy Rabbit Year

Miss You All

1st Post 2011

Merry Christmas

A letter to Santa Claus

Cinderella Story

The Road

Connection

In Memories of You

Rojak

Clown

How Long

Blue Thinking

Who Am I

Random

Dream Forecast Future

Reality vs Dreaming

Guess guess guess

sweet memories

我要代替月亮惩罚你

What Lead For This

You Think You Are Winner

Player Console

unstoppable tear

MayDay DNA concert 2010

Mayday DNA World Tour 2010 Live in Malaysia

Sinful

Before

Miserable Creatures

對的人

愛玲-對的人

Earth Hour 2010

Turn Off Your Bulb

Behind the story

puzzle

香水有毒

wake up

First drop of 2010

Pray for the world, pray for Haiti

New Year, New Restart, New Resolution

"hello 2010...reborn myself...where i leave the shadow of fear, regret, sadness behind and go with the light of hope and happiness"

祝我生日 快乐

29 November 2009

A Christmas Carol

2012

7 sign if he into you

TVB 42nd Anniversary Award Official Nomination List

你为什麼说谎

The Greedies

下一站，幸福

fun fun fun

My Family

Happy Birthday! 15th September

Funny, adventure, silly day....

Fun and silly thing

Nice lunch

清清同乐会

River Bang

silence night

warm care

280909 6.45am

祝我生日快乐